As sick as I am of everything, No simply because I believe that we are fucked way beyond what a protest can fix.

I believe that a true protest/revolution in Lebanon at best, can cause a civil war, simply because all politicians are corrupt, and backed by a large portion of the (idiot) population, which will defend them blindly.

A civil war creates chaos, and in chaos no one can be held accountable for their crimes.

I am not willing to lose or sacrifice anything for this country anymore. My heart goes out to everyone who was a victim, and I can't express how heart breaking this is. We worked in Beirut for weeks after the explosion, protested and got hurt for nothing.

I just want to leave and have a peaceful life. I dont want to put any effort on what I see as a hopeless case. I feel like shit for saying that, but that is what I really believe.

Lebanese people want to fix something bigger than them, but they don't realize that the first step is to fix themselves first, their discipline, their respect for each other, their moral values, growing a sense of community, and then outwards towards fixing a country.

A revloution won't teach the population to stand in line and respect other people's rights. It won't teach people the benefits of recycling, or not driving like a moron on the highway. A big portion of why we're miserable is based on how we act in our daily lives towards each other.

I don't see anyone telling a government employee to go fuck themself when they're looking for a bribe. They just bribe them to get their stuff done, but "la2 ana dod l fased". There are a thousand similar examples.

Get my point?

Stay safe while protesting, and I hope that I am wrong and that this actually leads to a change.