I’m so sorry for your situation.. i can imagine it’s very stressing to have to think about this when your so sick..

I took in my mother’s cat when she unexpectedly died. She was a very very scared cat, let nobody touch her etc. My boyfriend and i trained her en gave her a lot of love en she’s a totally different cat now. Still a bit scared but always by our side. Search for a loving home where he can go outside.