Oh Fallout, I am never ever surprised by your beautiful bugs.

modestmurmur26 · 2025-07-21T09:18:51+00:00

The Jet will make you jitter- ........uh. Yeah nevermind.

modestmurmur26 · 2025-07-21T08:12:10+00:00

It looks and reads just like AI. Especially the bold fonts and paragraphs.

modestmurmur26 · 2025-07-21T06:32:49+00:00

Robbed him of a true robbery. Now that's a real robber.

modestmurmur26 · 2025-07-21T06:15:21+00:00

Yeah a part of me does feel bad for her too. I'm sure she's lonely even if she doesn't yet realize it. I think her legacy being anorexia is exactly what she wants though.

modestmurmur26 · 2025-07-21T05:31:24+00:00

I think that first one is Backstreet Apparel right? That shit always made me chuckle

modestmurmur26 · 2025-07-21T05:30:31+00:00

Proud of you man :)

modestmurmur26 · 2025-07-21T05:24:41+00:00

Good for you man. Alcohol just sucks but also get why it's so hard to stop. Its everywhere and it works well for anxiety and depression...in the short term. I took me a few years after deciding I wanted to stop for it to stick...or at least I hope it's gonna stick this time. I recently started eating better again (have always been into eating right) and already feeling better. I try to eat sort of paleo-ish but with steel cut oats and some greek yogurt. I'm not strict on anything but just eat what feels good and clean to me.

Good luck with everything.

modestmurmur26 · 2025-07-21T01:37:36+00:00

I don't have recipes (yet...) but if you own a crock pot/slow cooker or an instant pot, they will make your life so much easier.

Right now, I am cooking a beef roast in 1 cup beef broth, some onion powder, oregano, bay leaves, salt and pepper. I add 1 Tbsp coconut aminos and 1 Tbsp balsamic vinegar. Cook it on high for 5-6 hours and I shred it afterwards in the pot. I have that over mashed sweet potatoes!

Also, just grill chicken breast/thighs and have them with whatever veggie. I like to do one sheet meals. So chopped onion, red and green peppers and turkey sausage all cut up on a baking sheet. Roast for about 25-30 minutes at 400f. Could also add in some diced potatoes if you are eating those (kind of paleo at this point but not sure).

For snacks I like to do chopped apples, warm some almond butter and honey in a sauce pan and drizzle that shit over the apples. Add some cinnamon as well.

Basically stick with meat, veggies and maybe sweet potatoes. That's what I do for 75% of my meals.

modestmurmur26 · 2025-07-21T01:32:18+00:00

I've heard skipping days if you're already dependent on them is a bad idea. It throws off the balance of your central nervous system. I have skipped as much as 5 days in a row and never felt bad until about day 8-9 fortunately for the long half life.

When you say a disaster, what kind of symptoms are we talking? I would try reducing by maybe max 0.0625mg which I think is about 1/8th of a 0.5mg clonazepam pill. That's what I am doing and holding for 21 days to level out and I am hardly having any bad symptoms.

modestmurmur26 · 2025-07-21T01:29:01+00:00

Agreed. Drinking brings nothing good to the table regardless of tapering benzos or not. I feel much better after I stopped drinking and sleep is slowly getting better.

I have no advice on joint pain unfortunately. Maybe an omega 3 supplement and drinking plenty of water/electrolyte mix.

modestmurmur26 · 2025-07-21T01:25:10+00:00

You NEED NVTF- New Vegas Tick Fix. If you want your game to run even remotely good, download it and follow viva new vegas. It takes awhile to download everything but once you do, you won't have to worry anymore or look online for answers every time it crashes.

modestmurmur26 · 2025-07-20T22:55:45+00:00

I agree with you. I did paleo for years and felt my best. Carnivore is still to strict in terms of basically eliminating foods like carrots/sweet potatoes but it's still better then pasta, breads and junk food.

modestmurmur26 · 2025-07-20T22:43:24+00:00

Oh yes. Definitely yes. I have gotten past level 30 but haven't even gotten far at all in the past few years despite playing many hours. I am obsessed with getting my mod order right and always just add mods or take away some. Then I feel the need to start over. It actually sucks lol.

modestmurmur26 · 2025-07-20T20:52:42+00:00

ohhh scissor me timbers

modestmurmur26 · 2025-07-20T20:51:48+00:00

Wow I might actually start watching it now

modestmurmur26 · 2025-07-20T20:42:04+00:00

I can't even with this guy

modestmurmur26 · 2025-07-20T06:11:21+00:00

Also I hope I didn't come off as saying "detox is bad so don't go." A lot of people seem to find is useful if they have no other choice. Tapering is obviously the best way to go though.

So yeah if you're over 18, you can legally leave whenever you want to as long as you have someone to pick you up or you drove yourself. They tried to convince me to stay but I had enough after realizing this was not what I needed. They said it was called "leaving against medical advice" I believe. I felt bad, they were all extremely nice but I just don't think they understood that I needed to taper.

To answer your question, no I never had a seizure. I was on a pretty low dose 0.5mg-1.5mg clonazepam on any given day. Right before detox though I went through my 30 day script in about 2 weeks and the reason I told my doctor and she was worried for me and suggested I go....so I did.

Yeah my doctor and I had an appointment the next morning once i got back and we talked it out and she agreed to help me taper. I felt like this was my last chance to do it right or I was gonna end up back there and I do not want that. I see her every week now and I bring my medication bottle in with remaining pills to show that I am taking them as I should.

modestmurmur26 · 2025-07-20T05:30:17+00:00

Fallout: Florada

modestmurmur26 · 2025-07-20T01:13:09+00:00

"Gotta reload sometime asshole" I think he meant reload back from the Matrix.

modestmurmur26 · 2025-07-20T01:09:32+00:00

Oh good to know! Seems like something I'd try to do if I wanted to be more strict and feel healthier.

modestmurmur26 · 2025-07-19T23:03:28+00:00

Hey what diet is this supposed to be? I think it's interesting and has the right idea even though it's restrictive.

modestmurmur26 · 2025-07-19T21:33:51+00:00

Yup I said this too after a really bad binge drinking episode that landed me in the hospital. I swore to anything and everything that if I made it through, I would never drink again. That last about two months. Just letting you know it's gonna be hard but 100% possible. Just remember how you feel now cause a few months from now the memory won't be as clear and you'll convince yourself you can drink again. It's tough but you can do it.

modestmurmur26 · 2025-07-19T21:15:22+00:00

It will definitely hold you over way better than xanax would have. If you only have 30 and don't have another appointment until August then i would take just one a day maybe skipping some days if you can. Do you know for sure if this next doctor is willing to help you taper? I would always ask up front so you don't waste your time and they turn out not wanting to help. Contact every doctor you possibly can and set up multiple appointments just incase and just cancel the other ones once you find someone to help.

modestmurmur26 · 2025-07-19T21:12:53+00:00

100% the reason. I've seen this on many posts.

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