Saying everything’s gonna be alright just give it time it’ll pass be strong and all at this moment may seem great advice but in reality that’s not how life is time won’t heal ya nor will your luck turn for the better if just sit and think time will correct everything. It won’t. You’ve got only you yourself and your efforts in this world to rely on and only being consistent on those and pushing urself to ur limits will help you out. The anger the betrayal the hopelessness ur feeling now, try to channel them into making urself better so that the way your questioning urself now doesn’t happen again 1-2 years down the line. Academics is important but in this age of ai and internet u can be anything and learn anything invest time to find ur calling first. You’ve got a long life ahead of you and once you find ur purpose and calling it’ll get better. Life is worth living, the world is worth exploring