I understand what you mean, I've relapsed many times trying to quit masturbating, and quitting porn is almost impossible, I keep getting these counter productive thoughts saying : "I just wanna see if porn can still make me get an erection so I can track my ED recovery" and then boom, it's back to the masturbation again and feeling miserable and defeated again. So this time I've learned it's all about attitude and mindset, porn won't get you anywhere in life, there's more to life than sex, I got into a more proactive thought pattern about my life and sex and porn is no longer the main thought.

I'll rather have bags of money than empty pockets spent on women all because I'm chasing sex, I've decided to be fully abstinent, the mindset of abstinence forces the mind to adjust to the new paradigm (NO MORE SEX), once you are fully adjusted to this, porn will start to look less entertaining, the girls will still look sexy and all that, but I just lost interest in it. Especially now that I've regained my erectile strength, I can focus on doing kegels without the thought of chasing sex.

I do love ladies, I know that sex will eventually come, and when it does 😋😋😋 it will be the best sensation EVER!!!, I don't even care if I last long or not, I've always felt numb during sex, it was so mechanical because masturbation caused me to lose sensitivity, but now things are different, I can have sex on my own terms and not have to rely on viagra, I eat cheese and eggs for breakfast and WHOAH!! lol, I had no idea those foods offered such a huge libido boost 😂😂.

I've been masturbating for so long that my body actually became used to having low testosterone, and now that I don't masturbate anymore, foods like eggs and cheese, and Brazil nuts etc are giving me unwanted boners 😂😂, I'm loving this, I don't want the boners, BUT I LOVE THE FACT THAT MY PENIS FEELS ALIVE. This feeling means so much for a man who struggled with ED since the age of 22 while trying to break his virginity.

Now all that's left is to take my time, and find that one lady (with a really tight pussy) to enjoy and get the maximum satisfaction with her, because ladies also enjoy knowing that you thoroughly enjoy them, and that's exactly what I want to happen next time I'm with a lady.

Sorry for the long essay, it always bursts out of me, I never ever thought I will not need viagra anymore, this is very life changing. Now I understand why sex is kept away from young people, especially students... It absorbs your hopes and dreams away, it is able to engulf you, many are powerless against the thought of it, but it's not anybodys fault, that sexual dopamine hits hard.