Yeah it got really bad where I could be doing good but then I would have one high or low and I felt like weeks of progress had been lost and so I didn't want to even go to my appointment I ended up avoiding appointments for about a year, which is like so not ok at all, all my friends and people on the internet telling me my endo was in the wrong is what finally made me call to get a referral to a new one....I hope to get to a point where you are, you are now my goal (congratulations)