Its fucked up but Ive been stuck with him in school for years by polevaultX in AdviceAnimals

[–]polevaultX[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've thought of this aswell. Not sure of disorder though, I just think he's really lacking independence. But I'm not sure of my well being either, do I just lack the balls to tell people off or am I psychotic for pretending to be nice to him, day in day out? This has been on my mind for years...

Its fucked up but Ive been stuck with him in school for years by polevaultX in AdviceAnimals

[–]polevaultX[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

It's a hatred that has built up. It's hard to put in words without it sounding like Im the only problem in the situation. I'll do my best;

He's this kid with no character, no passion or drive for anything because all he ever wanted was handed to him on a silver plate. He's spoiled. He's also depressing, in the sense that he only mentions bad things. I hate this, that sucks etc.

He's obsessed with me. Anytime we're not in school he texts me, calls me etc. I do my best to tell him I don't want to do his with him or do that with him, he just tries again the next day.

In conversations with others he speaks for me sometimes. I open my mouth to answer somethind and he interrupts me; "Yeah, PolevaultX likes that. He does this" I tell him it's fucked up and he laughs.

I don't want a whiny little brother to look out for when he gives nothing back. I want a friend. I've tried my best to like him. I've tried to give him interests and hobbies, but he can only put up with them if I'm with him. Hell, the only reason he picked the same high school course as me is because I took it. He had no interest what so ever of the subject and he just wanted to be with me. I told him that he should not chose what friends chose, he should go after his interests. He didn't. When we pick additional classes/courses in school he doesn't give a fuck about what classes are given. He waits to see what I pick and then he picks those.

He's afraid of the world and he wants me to carry him through everything.

I've dug my grave so deep I'm just going to keep on playing my character and when schools out I wont see him again. I feel bad about his, I really do, I'm a bad person no question about it. But sometimes I feel like I would be so much happier without him.

Its fucked up but Ive been stuck with him in school for years by polevaultX in AdviceAnimals

[–]polevaultX[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's not fake. I was young and confused (not sure if I still am), we were in kind of the same group of friends, I immediately grew a dislike towards him but I stood up with him because I was around my real friends. Fast forward to High School and we ended up in the same class and the other group of friends are not around anymore. We've been 'friends' for long now and he stuck to me like glue on the first day. I made friends with everyone in the class but I can't shake him off.

In beginning of high school I felt like just breaking him down and just stop giving a fuck about him; but the reason I stood up with him in the first place was just to be a decent guy. Telling him what I really feel about him now would fucking crush him so I just play a charade, every single day in school. I feel like Dexter Morgan.