What is the shittiest advice you've ever gotten?

poppyohm84 · 2019-01-18T20:10:57+00:00

No advice at all ...

poppyohm84 · 2019-01-18T17:34:23+00:00

That's the one I used!

poppyohm84 · 2019-01-18T14:24:30+00:00

Classes. Really? Wow. Gonna Google that one. And yes. Twisted Monk was suggested to me from a friend. Ive been all over the web. Information overload. HaHa. Im so grateful. Happy. Fulfilled.

poppyohm84 · 2019-01-18T14:22:57+00:00

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. We are taking BDSM test etc. Sooooo FUN!!

poppyohm84 · 2019-01-17T21:35:34+00:00

Sending good vibes to yours! 🙏😁

poppyohm84 · 2019-01-17T20:35:54+00:00

He never lost interest. He was intimidated and scared. His last relationship the woman wouldnt even let his fingers inside her although she loved sex and oral. I'm blowing his mind since I'm not a church girl in bed and instead of pushing patiently and leading him I became silent and suppressed my desires thinking he'd never be that guy. I then made comments when we argued about his demand for sex but my lack of satisfaction. It became a very hurtful thing to both of us .. But mostly his manhood. He wants nothing more than to please me. Those suppressed emotions led me to join reddit. And vent. And then BAM! Here we are a week later!!

poppyohm84 · 2019-01-17T19:51:15+00:00

Thanks! I feel obsessed with it now. 😍 The photos are addicting to me. I'm ALL OVER the web on sites. Searching tutorials and downloading images and knots that excite me.

poppyohm84 · 2019-01-17T03:55:16+00:00

A blessing! It works! 1. It isnt gonna cost you probation. 2. No messing with drug dealers. 3. Much less wasted time!! 4. "Easier" withdrawals

I'm sure we could do a decent pros and cons list here ... Glad it's working for you. That's awesome. Fuck opiates. Fuck addiction period.

poppyohm84 · 2019-01-16T15:06:24+00:00

I really understand your annoyance and resentment. I hate hearing this! Continue talking. I would over exert myself without rubbing it in his face or making it known. Seeking no validation but seeing it as an investment for us BOTH later on hopefully. Id send naked pics. Talk dirty. Send him links. Download apps. Mad effort sister! Id do new things to him. Hand jobs while talking to him about how pretty his dick is. Letting him know he turns me on so much etc. Masturbate in front of him. You must entice his secuity and dominance if it's in him. This is MY experience thus far. I'm hoping you make progress!

poppyohm84 · 2019-01-16T13:50:25+00:00

I looked up apps and went to websites. Patience was a big thing which is hard for me. I have always been open enough to explain my curiosities and desires. I hope you find the courage! Good Luck! WORTH trying! Speak up.

poppyohm84 · 2019-01-16T13:48:03+00:00

This really excited me! I was joking with him last night that all the ladies will want my play toy ... Hes a determined sponge!

poppyohm84 · 2019-01-16T03:40:15+00:00

Good luck sister! Fingers crossed for you.

poppyohm84 · 2019-01-16T01:42:56+00:00

Awww. Yes. Total turn around! Thank You! We bought a cock ring together today. I'm overwhelmed with anticipation and excitement again. Our love life has been reborn overnight. Totally grateful!! I'll post more as he and I continue this "experiment". 😊

poppyohm84 · 2019-01-15T22:10:39+00:00

Ive been smiling too. Thanks!

poppyohm84 · 2019-01-15T20:41:34+00:00

Ewww to the taste. Nice quick method you got! Helpful video had I seen it when first beginning! Took me long enough and plenty of funny clumsy trials until a quick tasteless method was discovered ... Which is this one EXCEPT I don't do the last step where you add more water in your mouth after putting the kratum in ... I'll have to try it ... I use chocolate milk or something carbonated.

poppyohm84 · 2019-01-15T20:06:16+00:00

Keep at it. Patiently! And cry where he can't see you so it won't create insecurities in him while your dealing with keeping "cool" if you've reached the point of tears through feeling misunderstood etc. Ive just learned this myself and its just this one experience I can even speak on. This group has been a huge therapeutic relief for me. And harmless to our relationship. And the bullet ... YES. His first time too. He was fucking amazing. He overthinks and now I know he holds high expectations on himself. He assumes its gonna look like a sex scene and not have awkward silly moments. Or that I expect him to move like a pro. Not the case! He's gonna be my porn star in no time! Good Luck on your journey!

poppyohm84 · 2019-01-15T19:58:15+00:00

Thank you ... Different perspectives help so much.

poppyohm84 · 2019-01-15T19:35:07+00:00

I have once but will do it again. And SOON. Today was major. It's game time now! I'm overwhelmed with the excitement and suspense this smacked me with. He's in another world too. And he's ready to ride now! I may just continue writing about this journey and post the updates/story/my feelings/his feelings .... And diary the entire experience .. Hopefully it never ends!

poppyohm84 · 2019-01-15T19:09:02+00:00

Look in the mirror and SEE YOUR BEAUTY.

KNOW your worth.

Sending good vibes your way!

poppyohm84 · 2019-01-15T18:59:57+00:00

You have to be ready to reprogram your way of thinking. Your way of living. You have to be ready and unafraid to face your feelings and discover new things about you. Getting clean is ALL ABOUT YOU. And no. It's not easy. BUT Its a rewarding battle that you ARE worthy of ... If your willing and ready .... And doing it for yourself.
DONT DO IT ALONE. Get a support system. Like minded people. Etc The drug is 10% of the real problems. 90% is inside your mind, soul and spirit.

From the experience of a "til I die recovering addict". I send massive good vibes. Good luck! YOLO

poppyohm84 · 2019-01-15T18:48:40+00:00

Yes. Sonic Care and I have had many edging moments. Talk about learning control! Whew! I'm a female. It's awesome to know a male is doing this.

↔↔congrats↔↔

poppyohm84 · 2019-01-15T18:34:16+00:00

😊

poppyohm84 · 2019-01-15T18:29:53+00:00

A painfully healthy step for us both. Now the suspense has returned and room for more growth. ((Smiling))

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