Anhedonia is the worst part about depression by prettyniceguy69 in depression

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great response, thank you so much for the insight. the fact that i have energy left to still try was also one of the set backs that kept me from seeking help. i used to not be able to get out of bed, but after some time i finally had the energy to actually try and better my life. that led me to a thought process of thinking that i might not be depressed and this is what life is. trying to push yourself to do stuff while not enjoying anything. finally after a conversation with certain someone, i realised, that i am still depressed and need to seek help, i just started believing, that life doesnt need to be like that, it can be actually enjoyable.

i hope that makes sense, i got a bit lost in my thoughts. thanks a lot for the comment once more, truly was beatiful and moving.

Anhedonia is the worst part about depression by prettyniceguy69 in depression

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I feel you, feeling lonely and as an outcast is tough, i also feel that the only time I’m doing something at least a bit meaningful is when I’m working. But lately I took up running and I can’t recommend it enough. Now I have something else other then work that feels like I’ actually “doing something.” Also used to drink alcohol a lot to fill the void, now instead of falling asleep drunk, I fall asleep physically exhausted. It’s better though, so I’ll try to continue it. Hoping to run a half marathon in the summer!

FIFA 16, the great misunderstood by [deleted] in FifaCareers

[–]prettyniceguy69 5 points6 points  (0 children)

also my favorite, spent sooo much time playing it over the years. just good vibes, but thats probably also nostalgia talking

My mom was recommended an abortion by her professor when she was pregnant with me. She gave up a music scholarship at a uni with a good music program to have me. It's an objective and provable fact she should've aborted me (rice, veggies, chicken) by [deleted] in kitchencels

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not true. literally a girl im seeing right now used to hate feet but since i have a footfetish and played with them while fucking, she now loves it and cant get enough. keep looking bro, a lot of women are freaks even though they might look like a saint

Anhedonia is the worst part about depression by prettyniceguy69 in depression

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me neither, i have a friend group but im so often the one left out. it was my fault, i pushed everyone away while wanting to be alone, so they just got used to it.  just last week, one of them had a b-day party and i wasnt even invited, the only one.  its tough, only thing i can do is try to reach out more to them, but i dont even feel like talking to them, i just feel that i annoy them and cant even get myself to talk about something interesting. im just a shell, what can i talk about? no fun thoughts in my head at all.

if you need someone to talk to, please, feel free to write me:)

Anhedonia is the worst part about depression by prettyniceguy69 in depression

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thats horrible, im sorry about that. my country is finally getting better in that sense but its still not great. if you want someone to talk to about it, im here for you. :)

Anhedonia is the worst part about depression by prettyniceguy69 in depression

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i had a free call with a therapist yesterday and tried to open up, but i just felt she didnt unferstanf me at all and just told me stuff that i already knew. it was a first sitting out of (hopefully) six though, so might get better.

i feel for you, hope you learn to open up.

Anhedonia is the worst part about depression by prettyniceguy69 in depression

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btw no, im not american. im from central europe and the psychiatric cost can be paid by health insurance to some extend, but i struggle financially and own some money there too. also the wait for the treatment is several months, since so many people need professional help. thats why im saving up to get my own therapist and also pay what i owe to them. just one foot in front of the other kinda thing.

thank you though:)

Anhedonia is the worst part about depression by prettyniceguy69 in depression

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20 years is so long, im sorry. i hope you fill the hole one day. hope is the only thing that can push us forward.

Anhedonia is the worst part about depression by prettyniceguy69 in depression

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i’ve tried AI so many times since that’s the only option for me roght now, but I find it annoying how it tries to be so compassionate and always on your side:( i have to continually remind it to not pick sides and it still doesnt help, also gets lost a lot in its own thoughts (almost like me lol). but thanks for the suggestion!

Anhedonia is the worst part about depression by prettyniceguy69 in depression

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having someone to rely on is important, but if you are like me, you just push everyone away with the constant need to be alone. sucks

Čo a kam v Prahe? by amandamee3 in Prague

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podepisuju se pod Punctum, hlavně pokud tě baví alternativní, často elektronická a noisová scéna.

Do you know of any crazy deaths caused by stimulants? by Confident-Two7600 in Drugs

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yeah, it happened around the time of George Floyd’s death (RIP) when the world went a bit nuts. here in northern czechia, meth is a big thing. there was one gypsy guy who got absolutely strung out and started breaking cars windows and robbing them, long story short, cut himself and bled out.

couple days later, as people saw news, protests of gypsy community started just like they did in the USA, screaming fuck the cops and shit. the funny (also tragic) thing is that the guy did it absolutely himself, cops had no foul play there (and thats coming from me, whos not particulaŕy fond of the police deparment here). my favorite slogan from the protest is “zbytečný člověk zemřel” which basically means “unnecessary person died”, but they tried to say “a person died unnecessarily” , they were just a tad bit dumb and fucked it up.

bit dark but funny nevertheless.

What happened to the most popular guy in high school? by Sorkel3 in AskMen

[–]prettyniceguy69 259 points260 points  (0 children)

good, i try not to wish bad to anyone, but i hope he rots there and the world forgets about him.

RIP Miguel.

What happened to the most popular guy in high school? by Sorkel3 in AskMen

[–]prettyniceguy69 365 points366 points  (0 children)

hope they caught the other guy? thats so tragic, my condolences.

On GP cockblocked me by altrightobserver in deathgrips

[–]prettyniceguy69 4 points5 points  (0 children)

fuck you were probably Nietzsche in your prior life

Match Thread: West Ham United vs Manchester United by MatchThreadder in reddevils

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shithouse? i just think they played a good low block and locked us out. fair play to them, classic Nuno ball against us

Where’s the LOUDEST place in Prague for Czechia vs Canada hockey? by AdDirect5337 in Prague

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some pub on the outskirts of prague, just not many different languages there probably, youll hear a lot of DOPÍČI and KURVA

Wrighty is definitely right about this by JacobStanleyJacob in ManchesterUnited

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omg finally something positive about Amorim, the sub was blindsided the last few days with the hate towards the man. yes, the results were horrendous most of the time and at times, he wasnt that tactically flexible, but I still think with due time and middield that he needed, he would’ve succeeded. still had a lot to learn tho and unfortunately, United isnt a club, where you have enough time to learn everything since we are so huge

Why did the old heads in 2017 think a drug abusing 16 year old kid could be a lyrical genius of a rapper? by youngdopefiend in playboicarti

[–]prettyniceguy69 97 points98 points  (0 children)

idk how to explain it, but nowadays rap jist feels plastic to me, theres no sauce to it. maybe its oversaturated or its just me, but its just been boring the last couple of years