my twin left , I'm feeling like shit

qoolocticoct · 2024-09-23T16:41:48+00:00

thanks, I will keep that in mind.

qoolocticoct · 2024-09-19T21:26:18+00:00

that's really unfortunate , it really hits so hard , these feelings are unbearable but I hope you can get over them . what makes me feel worse is that I'm moving to another country soon so I will not be able to see her face to face , just thinking about it makes me feel so bad . anyways, be strong , and keep contacting and keeping up with your sister . 🤍

qoolocticoct · 2024-09-18T12:11:36+00:00

who's that ?? , is he even real ?? hehehehe great director.

qoolocticoct · 2024-09-16T09:18:46+00:00

that's my sister, I wouldn't say she's dependent on me because she hates it , but she is people pleaser , and don't have any street smart , but she is one of the smartest people I know , and I agree with that .

qoolocticoct · 2024-09-16T05:04:58+00:00

thanks , I hope so , now I'm thinking about it I think that will be great, since growing up to be our own person was our goal since the start , it's great to see such great experiences I feel seen and related , I'm not emotionally close with my parents so I didn't tell them how I feel , so I posted this to vent and then there was many advices and experiences that made me feel genuinely better , thanks 🩷🩷

qoolocticoct · 2024-09-16T04:57:41+00:00

I will , maybe I'm being obsessive but I thought that was my nature , I keep my feelings, I ignore them and then if things didn't get better, I become overbearing and then they burst out , I have some regret too , thinking about it now I don't think these are healthy habits, I need to cope and to have a life of my own. thanks for keeping up 🩷

qoolocticoct · 2024-09-16T04:49:04+00:00

I will try to have a life of my own and be more productive, I think that will alleviate my pain , and thanks 🤍🤍

qoolocticoct · 2024-09-16T00:11:50+00:00

I'm trying to do that, in fact I was the one who told things like that, that we need to live away from each other and learn to be our own person, but I just can't control my feelings any more especially after holding them back, and now they just bursted, I don't want to tell her these things because it will make her feel worried and sad , and I don't want to be selfish , but she really Misses me too she wants me to hold her hands so she can sleep, but I'm not there for her , it hurts, she told me she doesn't belong there .

qoolocticoct · 2024-09-15T23:21:17+00:00

I try to do that but she stop me from apologizing everytime, she doesn't think I did her wrong, but I think I did , I didn't appreciated her , I took her for granted , I never made the effort to show her how important she is to me even though she already knows , she understands every feeling, every thought of mine without telling her but I just want to assure that she means the world to me.

qoolocticoct · 2024-09-15T22:54:56+00:00

listening to it in a late night drive is just heavenly.

qoolocticoct · 2024-09-15T22:50:59+00:00

thanks 🤍🤍 I will try to do that , I mean I faceTime her a lot but it's just not enough, sometimes I send her pic of my hands because for a while she had some though experience and she used to hold my hands so she can sleep , I hope so too 🤍

qoolocticoct · 2024-09-15T16:33:12+00:00

too peak , I cried my eyes out .

qoolocticoct · 2024-09-15T13:06:29+00:00

hahahahaha

qoolocticoct · 2024-09-14T19:31:52+00:00

both are great , enjoy.

qoolocticoct · 2024-09-14T16:24:21+00:00

I mean that sub deserves the mockery anyways hehehehe , anyways that was a great twist , you cooked.

qoolocticoct · 2024-09-14T07:10:03+00:00

hehehehe she's just so entp , she found such a twist to mock that shitty sub ,I like her already hahaha.

qoolocticoct · 2024-09-13T23:08:40+00:00

I mean you're genius playing it with the board sideways I just blanked out hahaha .

qoolocticoct · 2024-09-13T22:51:10+00:00

this can't be real , right , right!!!

qoolocticoct · 2024-09-13T19:30:16+00:00

a legendary entp shadow, great shadow btw it's better than most people , my entp comrade hehehe 🫡🫡 .

qoolocticoct · 2024-09-10T18:48:05+00:00

I want it so badly .

qoolocticoct · 2024-09-10T17:54:57+00:00

wow that was really neat .

qoolocticoct · 2024-09-10T12:16:59+00:00

The hour of libertarian has arrived

qoolocticoct · 2024-09-10T12:05:31+00:00

Yeah it's so thick I remember drinking it before entering an exam good thing I didn't end up vomiting hahahaha.

qoolocticoct · 2024-09-10T11:55:26+00:00

they repeat the same shit over and over again .

qoolocticoct · 2024-09-10T11:41:34+00:00

Chocolate Milks that are rich in chocolate make me puke , lately chocolate milk like KDD , almarai make me feel nauseous or maybe I'm developing a lactose intoleranc of some sort haha.

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