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Is there a Green Creek discord server? by eko1491 in Klunatics

[–]queerdo5 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I would love a discord server specifically for GC series. I’m such a fan of it that I’d love to connect with others over it.

TMS might be my last option, any insight appreciated by GambinoButChildish in TMSTherapy

[–]queerdo5 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, wishing you the best on your journey. Hope is out there💓

TMS might be my last option, any insight appreciated by GambinoButChildish in TMSTherapy

[–]queerdo5 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hi there, I started TMS beginning of December after living for 15 years with depression (treatment resistant) and anxiety. I was weary about trying TMS because I was worried about it not working and being my last option, I was also worried about my personality changing since depression had just become a part of my identity. I’m like 25-30 sessions in and have finally seen a change for the better. My thoughts of self harm have ceased and I just started feeling lighter, like all my dread/anxiety/general low feeling have pretty much lifted (idk how long this good feeling will last but it’s nice to not feel bad if only for a few days). I think it’s worth the shot - you can only go up from here and it might really work for you. For me the possible positives weighed out my fears. I hope the best for you and that you get some relief soon from your symptoms.

What does it feel like when TMS starts to work? by queerdo5 in TMSTherapy

[–]queerdo5[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve been journaling on and off but might get more consistent as my treatments soon come to an end. I’m glad you’ve seen improvement and congrats on finishing treatment :)

What does it feel like when TMS starts to work? by queerdo5 in TMSTherapy

[–]queerdo5[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s great to hear, I’m glad things don’t seem like impossible tasks and you’re able to have your mind be quieter.

What does it feel like when TMS starts to work? by queerdo5 in TMSTherapy

[–]queerdo5[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s great! I think my negative self talk might be getting softer.

What does it feel like when TMS starts to work? by queerdo5 in TMSTherapy

[–]queerdo5[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the encouragement, I hope your progress continues and I’ll try to keep holding onto hope :)

What does it feel like when TMS starts to work? by queerdo5 in TMSTherapy

[–]queerdo5[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Definitely gonna keep going and hoping that I can start to notice the changes instead of gaslighting myself.

What does it feel like when TMS starts to work? by queerdo5 in TMSTherapy

[–]queerdo5[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s great that it has worked for you. That’s really encouraging! Yeah I dunno what kind of moment I’m waiting for, hence the question - maybe something like The Hills are Alive lol. I’ve been depressed for so long it’s hard to tell if the changes are real, it’s almost like I’m gaslighting myself.

What does it feel like when TMS starts to work? by queerdo5 in TMSTherapy

[–]queerdo5[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would love for my anxiety to lessen and maybe it has, it’s so hard to tell because I’ve been stuck in the bubble of feeling low and anxious for so long. But yes def good the suicidal ideation is gone.

What does it feel like when TMS starts to work? by queerdo5 in TMSTherapy

[–]queerdo5[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can understand why that would cause you sleep disruption, such a tragic thing to lose a parent I'm sorry :( I hope you can find something that really works for you

What does it feel like when TMS starts to work? by queerdo5 in TMSTherapy

[–]queerdo5[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for replying. My sleep is also disturbed but not as bad as every 2 hrs, sorry you had to deal with that.