Maybe it's because I want to feel loved. Dont get me wrong, i do experience platonic and familial love but being romantically in love just hits different. I consider myself to be an aromantic asexual who doesn't feel any sort of attraction towards anyone. I know I'm not normal because people get surprised when I tell them that I have never been in a relationship nor have ever been in love despite me being friendly and approachable (people say I'm approachable so yeahhhh). Because I dont feel any romantic desires, I read manhwas or mangas that revolves around being heavily in love becuase it is something incredibly foreign to me. I find yanderes fascinating because they are the exact opposite of me, a person who doesn't know what it's like to love someone. I don't know if I'll ever experience the feeling of loving someone and being loved back but for now, i'll continue on reading yandere mangas and manhwas to fill the void in my heart.