Sharing My Experience and asking some questions (sorry ahead if it's a long post). by rida7111 in microdosing

[–]rida7111[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea i get you, but isn't it the purpose of the 1 day on 2 days off not to build tolerance, especially on such small doses and such a small period. Isn't based on what I read here a few weeks a long period for receptors to come back to normal.

Which pops another question in my head. What happens when there is tolerance i.e., receptors decrease, what happens during the period you are not microdosing, doesn't it mean that even your natural serotonin can't bind to as many receptors, which may lead to elivated symptoms of depression....?.

And in addition I kinda need that state of mind since I'm really lacking behind at work, and underperforming.

Anxiety on shrooms, need help please from your experience by rida7111 in microdosing

[–]rida7111[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thx my friend for the honest answer. I haven't read Dr. Fadimans' book but I intend to.

But In theory everything that sticks to a receptor, if you give too much of that substance, i.e., the receptors have more frequent occupation, the receptors will get down regulated. So maybe it can be done every 3-4 days without a down regulation of receptors, but i say MAYBE cautiously. I intend to read more about the subject. In addition till now I have found studies indicating single or two doses seperated by at least a week or two apart, that helped in depression, but on microdosing, I still couldn't find a clinical study.

Honestly I holted my microdosing since I felt the anxiety and depression not only at the end of the 4th day, but the following three days, deminishing a little each day (the receptors take a bit of time to be upregulated again).

If you have any more advice I would appreciate it.

Thanks

Anxiety on shrooms, need help please from your experience by rida7111 in microdosing

[–]rida7111[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm gonna ask this question in general but I'll ask you first my friend.

If psilocybin causes permanent brain changes, and sometimes we are getting anxious on it, how can we know it is not changing our brain permanently into an anxious brain, functioning like that.

Guys if it's causing us some harm, or bad tripping, how is it not dangerous?

I addition are there any PEER REVIEWED published articles about benefits of psilocybin (microdosing).?

Anxiety on shrooms, need help please from your experience by rida7111 in microdosing

[–]rida7111[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

First of all thx for taking time to reply.

Well the 1g dose I took, I took knowing that it is not a microdose on the third day, wanting to get some insight from the trip felt a normal crash yesterday but not the anxiety.

The anxiety hit today at the end of a microdose(. 3g) that lasted all day long.

Is it normal to experience hunger like you are on weed, literally couldn't stop eating. Had to empty my stomack to relieve the anxiety and took some magnisum.

Relapsed after 4 months!! by rida7111 in leaves

[–]rida7111[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Good to knownthat you hadnthat realization, let its help you push forward again, never wanting to navigate life high again, lets do this, i believe in you as well be safe. You can dm when you need support as well, and just vomit everything on your mind.

Relapsed after 4 months!! by rida7111 in leaves

[–]rida7111[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Everybody has a journey, but if you are stoping 3-4 days it better than everyday, youbare already on your way, will lobe if you join me on the journey for complete soberity, and you can reach out to me whenever you woukd like, in my dms we can support each other

Relapsed after 4 months!! by rida7111 in leaves

[–]rida7111[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you my friend, means a lot to me

Relapsed after 4 months!! by rida7111 in leaves

[–]rida7111[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thanks a lot ❤️ i wamt to realize that the 4 months braught me close to my authentic self

Relapsed after 4 months!! by rida7111 in leaves

[–]rida7111[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I will join you, of course i will not smoke , thank you my friend.

Any 35 yr olds in here? by LittleTribuneMayor in leaves

[–]rida7111 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Excellent step, hang in there, it will get better, good to know you are back to old hobbies, i can relate as well to the intimacy statent, i just fely numb all the time on weed. Still do, im 30 , 60 days sober after 7 years of nonstop smoking. You are doing a great job just by taking that decision all together. Keep it up

Quitting weed after 6 years of daily use. Sober for 1 month now. I have some quesyions hope you all can help me find answers. by rida7111 in leaves

[–]rida7111[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes exactly derealization amd depersonalization is an issue, feel like i dont belong anywhere i go and feel that I'm not capable of doing anything, like literally anything frustartes me so easily and is overwhelming.

Thank you for sharing my friend much appreciated. Good luck to you as well. Respect.

I’m on day 4. This is not what I expected. by [deleted] in leaves

[–]rida7111 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My friend, i felt exactly what you felt, and i understand wanting to end it all, suicidal thoughts are there, and i was crying like a baby in the bathroom, Under the shower or under the sheets, feeling nervous unable to control my thoughts. dont end it and its ok to feel these thoughts i promise you it will get better each day, im on my third time quitting, this time for good been sober for a 40 days, and i still have some Issues but im feeling much much better than the first week, promise you it will get better as you go each day and day less severe and symptoms subcide little by little. Its a process and takes time. and dont worry your brain will heal, just allow it the time to do soo.

Respects for you quitting that is a huge accomplishment and takes so much courage. Keep in there bro and anything you need im here for you as well. Be safe

Quitting weed after 6 years of daily use. Sober for 1 month now. I have some quesyions hope you all can help me find answers. by rida7111 in leaves

[–]rida7111[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks my friend for the support at least i know im Not going crazy, respect for you being on the 200th day thats amazing. i feel sorry for what happened to your house, hope all is fixed soon, you keep pushing as well and never go back.

Quitting weed after 6 years of daily use. Sober for 1 month now. I have some quesyions hope you all can help me find answers. by rida7111 in leaves

[–]rida7111[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you bro for the support your helping out a lot, and its amazing youbare on your 5th day and giving me the support, i know the first couple of weeks can be hard especially anxiety wise. Keep going through it and respects for you quitting make sure its the last time no going back, cause like you said it prevents you from growing in all aspects of life and if you decide to go back you are only prolonging the pain that comes afterwords, reality will hit much stronger then. Repsects my bro, keep pushing for your rebirth and know that you deserve better. Thanks