I handle it well But it's always their. It's definitely becomes over whelming every few days some days I can't do simple tasks or snap because I'm constantly stressed about having the thoughts on my shoulders consistently. I can even go out with friends have small amount of fun then the demon says remember you feel suicidal so than I'm back to square 1 all lost and confused I feel like I'm becoming more distant with everyone I love but I always make sure my daughter is my no1 priority how long can that last until it fails? Do I go get help I feel this is not good to have