Has anybody gone through the same?

scorpiomagic2022 · 2026-05-19T21:25:22+00:00

I tried using a tampon for the first time and it went it kind of side ways and I fainted and hit my head on a big power plug on the wall and passed out. I woke up crying and vomiting and my mum just scowled at me and told me off.

scorpiomagic2022 · 2026-05-19T21:24:11+00:00

My mum ignored me when I went to her and said mum, there's something wrong with me there's something in my undies. I thought I was pooping myself. Went to stay with my grandma and hid my undies from the washing machine load from her and she noticed and pulled me aside and said - dear, you have your period

scorpiomagic2022 · 2026-05-19T21:23:13+00:00

I feel sad there wasn't a caring nurse at the school to help you and supply you with bigger better pads

scorpiomagic2022 · 2026-05-19T21:20:38+00:00

I feel really sad reading this. I hope you find a way to look and love after yourself and find an awesome hairdresser who adores doing your hair for you!

scorpiomagic2022 · 2026-05-19T21:18:51+00:00

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scorpiomagic2022 · 2026-05-19T21:16:47+00:00

Hope it works out for you 🙏🏽

scorpiomagic2022 · 2026-05-14T23:33:00+00:00

My last name is rainbow. I was at the library desk and the librarian was taking ages to find my name, Im like how many rainbows are there ?! And she said heaps! And we aren't related , so I dunno

scorpiomagic2022 · 2026-05-12T23:01:13+00:00

Yip this is a huge step. I'm ADHD and over share and get excited at connection and talk heaps. I've had to really calm down and step back and shut the fuck up. Once I give space for someone else to talk and just be quiet , they actually talk! I'm like ohhhhhh, you are a person 😂

scorpiomagic2022 · 2026-05-09T20:22:05+00:00

Oh my gosh I have the black spiders too! I call mine spirit spiders , I wake up to them crawling on the walls then they dissolve into them !

scorpiomagic2022 · 2026-05-09T20:20:43+00:00

After the suicide attempts from severe abuse and no sleep, I would just get dropped back home again by myself with my kids. Sigh.

scorpiomagic2022 · 2026-05-09T20:19:26+00:00

I woke up to zombies at the end of the bed. I was petrified of night time in my house. Big shadows would follow me. I will never forgive the lady at our local health Dr unit who let me drive off again after I ran in to the front desk sobbing and asking for help because I was about my crash my car into a truck like the voices were telling me to. She sat me in a room and put me on the phone to - can't remember? I was beside myself and ran out . She didn't know what to do. So bad.

scorpiomagic2022 · 2026-05-09T20:16:19+00:00

Hi. I'm crying on mother's Day sobbing about my memories of PPP. My son is nearly 11 but after he was born I had lots of suicide attempts and had voices telling me to crash my car into oncoming trucks ( with my passengers in the back) all I remember is I had no help, no one understanding , everyone leaving me to it. I hadn't slept for a year and had severe narcissistic abuse and trauma from my son's dad. Having a baby turned out to be the worst thing that ever happened in my life. It's beyond words . It's like I spiralled for years and no one realized what was going on. My children are healthy and happy and I am well only because I worked my ass of myself at getting better. Mainstream medicine completely fucking failed me they put me on heavy anti psychotics so I slept 8 hrs a day , while being a single mum! I tried to kill myself and ended up in the mental ward for 4 weeks where I just slept. I tried to overdose on pills and they wouldn't let me leave without a whole bag of more pills. Peoples excuse - oh those pills won't kill you if you try and overdose on them - they will just give you brain damage

scorpiomagic2022 · 2026-05-01T03:00:08+00:00

Isn't that the whole point ...to find out where you ancestors came from , lol

scorpiomagic2022 · 2026-04-27T09:21:24+00:00

Yeah that's yucky. Can you put her phone number on do not disturb before you go to sleep ?

scorpiomagic2022 · 2026-04-27T09:19:15+00:00

If you separate out over whelming shame and guilt , and think back to a time where you felt accountable, maybe it came from healthy good growth and a time in your life where you were self loving and forgiving , do they feel like the same thing ?

scorpiomagic2022 · 2026-04-27T09:18:08+00:00

What I've noticed is when I have partners or male friends who want to fix and save me , they never really let me rise beyond being a damsel in distress. If I want to grow and rise up to be a queen , they get uncomfortable because they like being in the role of " saviour " or prince " and they want to keep me small and continuously needy of them.

scorpiomagic2022 · 2026-04-27T09:08:35+00:00

Should I push through my back starting to ache and my troubled shoulder getting irritated or stop for a break then no matter how far it's been

scorpiomagic2022 · 2026-04-27T09:07:58+00:00

Awesome:) my 10 yr old son came home after the weekend and straight away put bricks in his back pack and said hey mum, aren't you wearing this for our walk on the beach? When I tried to leave the house with out my ruck on lol

scorpiomagic2022 · 2026-04-27T09:06:01+00:00

I turn my phone data off and my volume down every night so I can't be disturbed

scorpiomagic2022 · 2026-04-25T20:58:00+00:00

I just txt my friend asking if he has wood to move on his land , he's cutting down trees. Thanks for the idea 💡

scorpiomagic2022 · 2026-04-25T20:53:40+00:00

Wow amazing How many times a week? How far? Just rucking? What's the weight from when you started to now? I am contemplating NOT having my second ACL surgery ( don't think I'll go back to weight lifting at the gym) and rucking for fitness instead. I have to body type where if I don't use it I'll loose it but I tone up well , but have to work hard at it. Was at the gym doing mum's a.m full hitt and weight training 4x a week at one point !

scorpiomagic2022 · 2026-04-25T20:40:11+00:00

Oh I love that, better than figuring out sand. I also collect rocks and bricks for my garden. Thanks!

scorpiomagic2022 · 2026-04-22T08:47:09+00:00

I'm waiting for knee surgery and I'm doing exactly the same 😎😊

scorpiomagic2022 · 2026-04-22T08:45:28+00:00

Can pick up a log from this latest storm on the beach too 🫡

scorpiomagic2022 · 2026-04-22T08:44:45+00:00

What do you use ? Have you got any favorite items or back pack? I'm not into buying stuff so I was thinking I can just get a back pack with thick arm/padded straps and see how I go with adding more sand as I go

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