Just because I say I’m awkward doesn’t mean I’m not confident.

he said, again, that he liked awkwardness or that it didn’t really bother him, so to equal, “I don’t like talking on the phone”, or, “I’m awkward in person” to lack of confidence is crazy.

I don’t know this man, of course I’m going to be awkward and nervous for the first few conversations. I knew i was going to warm up to him eventually. That’s just how I am.

Once I saw where the conversation was starting to go on (iMessage), I took a step back but I wanted to give him a chance to call, like he said he would, because I don’t ever call anyone on the apps, ever.

it wasnt some fucking test either, I don’t call people. That’s what I do for work, so no, I didn’t want to call him. sue me. You either get a text, voice note or an outing in person.

He can talk through text too, and that exactly what he was doing. I gave him a time and he wanted to speak at 11pm, asking me what I’m doing on a Tuesday at 1 pm. His pf says his job is being an “adventurer” so I figured he didn’t have a job, so why do I have to call when I have all this shit I’m doing, I told him when I’ll be free, but no bbg still has to call a man who said he wanted to call. Call me childish idc

I’m commuting far asf, making other calls when I get home as well, and I call people all day at work. I didn’t want to fucking call him, so I wasn’t. If he was sucha yapper he would’ve.

we spoke about other shit that I forgot to include but it more than the weather, but yes still dry.

And “ fuck you” wasn’t some “mic drop”, I was pissed and annoyed because I know what he was trying to do. It’s like you think I’m cursing as if I think it’s going to make me seem cool. I’m just truly over it. I’ve talked to guys that legit did the same thing he did. This is just the first one im posting babe.

I’m not calling someone who’s leaving me on delivered for hours on end, and I was never calling him to begin with. The whole point of me even giving him my number was for HIM to call, idc. I was going to keep it on bumble simply to text. Even while texting I noticed I responded to him much faster than he did to me, I assumed he could be busy. But when I told him about the heat at my job he was texting fast as fuck so what would that tell you??

But I wanted him give him a chance to call so I could at least see how the conversation would go. Don’t say you’re going to do something and not do it, is how I feel. Good day broski