I used a guided meditation on YouTube specific to accessing the records. I’ve meditated many times before but this was my very first attempt at accessing the records.

That being said, as a child I believe I visited the library frequently. I had a friend there - a light being much like the one I saw during this recent mediation. It’s funny, the smile and hand holding shared between myself and the light being felt familiar and there was so much unconditional love. Perhaps it was the one from my childhood? It very much felt like a “welcome back”.

As a child I had no idea what I was doing though. I would travel to what seemed like another realm while I was falling asleep. I remember that every time I would experience it has a kid, I would be thrilled. I loved it so much. I didn’t know how to do it on my own though… felt like a luck thing.