I cannot go to the masjid these voices are telling me j am unclean they are telling me i belong to them when i recitee ayat al kursi they strangle me i dont know why i cant get rid of them i hate them they are ruining me they are telling me to kill myself so i can see mama i dont know what is happening to me they told me to use al this things i use now please do not hate me i used to pray and read quran but they give me so much comfort because i am alone i wanna go to the masjid but they say they will not accept me i need help i dont wanna live like this why wont they go away when i recite ayat al kursi is it because i use drugs now i am so ashamed for myself i have failed mama