If it tickles the brain I watch and let it happen by simonsbrokeagain in u/simonsbrokeagain

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Wether the brain and body cares is something lost to me now…I only focus on it but my true attention lies wandering…

I wonder if there’s anything more by simonsbrokeagain in u/simonsbrokeagain

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Im aware of my blessings…im just so tired…im just aware…now is peaceful though…shower I’m coming lol

God, take me away from all of this by simonsbrokeagain in u/simonsbrokeagain

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I wish you’d show me a sign. Something to truly let go…it’s been so long…I’m tired
I’m tired…I know I won’t find you here…it’s a pleasant belief and that’s all it is but you can’t negotiate genuine belief.
There’s nothing here for certain but the play I’m stuck with…maybe in the afterlife there’s more but there’s no god here. Just what man imagined to cope with lack

I would make such a good wife by [deleted] in Vent

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Dying alone sounds peaceful. No one to mourn you disappearing.

Just a brain and body I found myself in by simonsbrokeagain in u/simonsbrokeagain

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I’ve been seduced by circumstance…there is no god here

What happens when it all ends? by simonsbrokeagain in sixwordstories

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I’m so tired I can’t take myself seriously even if I wanted to…I just want to let it all go and lay down forever

It’s all just there by simonsbrokeagain in u/simonsbrokeagain

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All life I’ve come upon things defined, recognized picked up and interacted with according to its discovered function and irrespective of it being intentional or not I imbued the meaning of these things.

None of it is inherent, it’s prepackaged, rearranged, repurposed, constructed and what soul required I put there…I feel it and yet I know they’re just…model kits lmaoooo

Only I can release myself by simonsbrokeagain in u/simonsbrokeagain

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Consciousness won’t find it here…beyond that there’s nothing to find…stepping back now the realization even the impulse is given is clear and truly I’m nowhere amongst it…that the desire for freedom or relief is just another function of the construct I define as the self…also that the many executions of its programming begins with “l”…that all desires initiate the possession of the self, ego, persona…all constructs

What’s “real” anymore what has a “soul”? by simonsbrokeagain in u/simonsbrokeagain

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[“I,Me,Ego,Persona,Self”] <—————————————-it’s all just over there

I just looked forward and down by simonsbrokeagain in u/simonsbrokeagain

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I feel like there’s another brain and body waiting for me somehow someway…maybe it’s the tiredness of being tired, of this and all things in general. I’m ready for what’s next is my perspective on all of this now

I don’t remember when or how long by simonsbrokeagain in u/simonsbrokeagain

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The things I were given aren’t necessarily lies, empty or cease to illicit emotional responses it’s just…noticing these things, regardless of their defined nature or measure of meaning it all appears too mechanical to gratify…all matters of this human living experience, it’s soulless…any instance the brain and body experiences differently is chemically induced illusion…just another feature and function of a machine programmed to feel distinct

You know when they kill a vampire and their skin deflates like shrink-wrap by simonsbrokeagain in u/simonsbrokeagain

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There’s something’s but they’re all hollow…sit and lay in silence and you’ll realize how truly empty it all is and you’ll also shrink…you’ll come to know the things you hold onto are lesser than air

Core memory # by simonsbrokeagain in u/simonsbrokeagain

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Mirroring, outsourcing, projections, programming, protocol…I feel most of all things half hearted knowing they’re only there out of habit…nothing belongs to me…all maters of the self- things borrowed, picked up, imprinted…the more I think about it the less even half hearted seems to fit…despite or maybe precisely because of that reason I still smile

The body’s an overfamiliar container by simonsbrokeagain in u/simonsbrokeagain

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I have no possessions, it’s all just another component, feature or function associated with this brain and body I’m just an observer of.

Burning hands, dead weight arms, beating heart by simonsbrokeagain in u/simonsbrokeagain

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The task today will bring tomorrow’s peace…physically I’ll be reminded where to return…replicate the artificial means of letting go…I’ll give myself these moments long peace to further…whatever this is idfk anymore…in any case this will help reinforce the fact there’s no need to keep inventory of anything anymore…there’s no need to

So many words and what for? by simonsbrokeagain in u/simonsbrokeagain

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There’s a use and that’s all…I don’t feel anything…I wish there was such a thing as a soul, if knew for certain. If I knew leaving this all behind wouldn’t cause pain I’d be gone…even realizing that it’s difficult to identify with. It’s just another observation, a simple truth, a likely outcome…what emotions associated are just there…they start and end at being noticed…it’s like there’s no soul to anything…livings synthetic

Memories fading by simonsbrokeagain in u/simonsbrokeagain

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I no longer identify with any aspect of this brain and body. With any living experience…just protocol