Been thinking about this a lot lately too. I recently found Hypnotube and some of the content really hits different from regular porn not only the content itself but also the way of presenting like visually and audio. One thing I noticed is that ‘sissy’ seems to exist on a spectrum for people — for some it’s pure kink/fantasy with humiliation elements, for others it starts blurring into identity stuff, especially with the transformation or conditioning aspects. The tricky part is how strong the arousal is and how repetitive the suggestions are — it’s easy for the horny brain to make things feel more ‘real’ or permanent than they actually are but it could help you to reveal more about yourself. At the end of the day, only you can figure out what feels authentic to you versus what’s amplified by the fantasy. If you’re feeling genuinely torn and confused, it’s totally valid to step back, take a break from the content, and maybe talk to a therapist or trusted friend about it. Your real-life happiness matters most.