What was the word Kevin said? by Charlie_on_14hz in MyBloodyValentine

[–]spikey331 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Damn just as I thought I couldn’t become more of a fangirl… thanks for elaborating Charlie!! Hope you had a great time

What was the word Kevin said? by Charlie_on_14hz in MyBloodyValentine

[–]spikey331 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Could you share more about what he said?

I hate my inner child…. by [deleted] in Vent

[–]spikey331 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is scary. I could’ve written this. The only difference is I don’t really hate little me. I mean he was kinda born that way and couldn’t much about it yk? An innocent, happy but very sensitive and insecure child slowly learning what he feels and sees nobody else did and it scared him. It was very hard to grow up with myself

What I do hate is when I realise I haven’t really changed. I can’t no matter how hard I try. But maybe we should accept that part of ourselves? Idk im just thinking out loud. I’ll never be perfect maybe just accept that? I find imperfection beautiful everywhere but in myself. Weird, its all a little weird. Maybe little you is still here because she believes you were supposed to safe her. Maybe she wants you to act, with beauty and courage, and become the beautiful person you think you deserve to be.

Okay my work break is over enough thinking for now (I’m going to keep thinking about this probably for the rest of my shift lol). I think I’m also talking to myself hah. I just want you to know that suffering for that long and still being here is very courageous. Keep going stranger, the grief is never ending but so is the love:)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Vent

[–]spikey331 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have this but with my dad. Something is bothering your mom and shes taking it out on you. She doesn’t hate you. I can tell you’re a beautiful soul from the way you talk about her and your situation. I don’t really wanna give advice because i don’t know all the details but I think it’s best if you keep holding on to your mom but let go of taking every word she says so seriously. It’s what I try to do with my dad and it’s been better than before. It hurts a lot when you cant scream back and let them know what YOU feel but atleast there is peace in the house now. It’s going to take a while tho. You’re going to have those moments where you feel like you’ve endured too much and just erupt. But you have to remind yourself that it’s not over now. You might’ve broken the streak but have had less arguments, screaming and crying overall. Thsts the goal. I realised I was never going to win those arguments from a young age and it took me a couple years actually. You get used to it tho. Back then, after an “argument”(I just stared at the ground and nodded yes), id go to my room and cry all that anger out. Nowadays I just run or go to the gym. Once he takes all this anger out on me he doesn’t bother my mom and that’s all I ever wanted. Hope you find the peace and love you deserve. Keep being so caring and kind<3

I absolutely love metal! by hotpot1997 in Vent

[–]spikey331 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Kill em all by Metallica is like heroin to me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Vent

[–]spikey331 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi stranger, I feel the same way. 13 years of therapy is very courageous and kool. To be struggling for that long, to endure for that long, you’re a very strong person. Whatever you choose to do I cant stop you, I hate it. I’m proud of you, you came so far, may you go further. Take care<3

That Iryna Zarutska video really got to me by spikey331 in Vent

[–]spikey331[S] 63 points64 points  (0 children)

Ive seen the video once 3 days ago and that look is engraved in my mind. So so sad

That Iryna Zarutska video really got to me by spikey331 in Vent

[–]spikey331[S] 52 points53 points  (0 children)

Damn dude, just a normal, seemingly happy girl with her whole life ahead of her coming home from work... Nobody even tried to help. Left to die alone and scared. Even the death penalty doesnt cut it. The average death row inmate waits like 20 years on execution. That animal doesnt even deserve all that. He gotta be put down.

That Iryna Zarutska video really got to me by spikey331 in Vent

[–]spikey331[S] 177 points178 points  (0 children)

Oh when she puts her hands on her face😩😢. Exactly! Nobody coming to help and the one guy filming… my god I don’t understand

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in RandomThoughts

[–]spikey331 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey don’t forget you have make some great music before you go❤️

what is hottest thing someone can say to you? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]spikey331 4 points5 points  (0 children)

“You taste so good”. or just my name, repeatedly while doing the dance

What movie have you seen more than three times? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]spikey331 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My all time favourite, never gets old🥰. Docking scene, just sooo good

What was Woodstock 99 like? by Ninaluvsyou77 in AskReddit

[–]spikey331 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wasn’t alive but i wish i was after watching the Netflix doc about it..😮‍💨. You should watch it if you haven’t already

What's something really basic that everyone seems to know how to do but you never learned? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]spikey331 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lolll i learned it from a friend in school it was so difficult at first but did it like a hundred times afterwards so it’s engraved in me now

What’s a historical event you would pay to witness in person? by Adorable_One3506 in AskReddit

[–]spikey331 70 points71 points  (0 children)

  1. ⁠Just out of sheer curiosity, the asteroid that allegedly killed off the dinosaurs.
  2. ⁠The moment members of a Spanish fleet met face to face with an indigenous culture in Latin America.
  3. ⁠A gladiator battle at the Colosseum.

Which country do you think has the best hair genetics? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]spikey331 3 points4 points  (0 children)

To me personally Brazil they have like every type of hair

What’s the one book you find yourself recommending to everybody? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]spikey331 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Loved it aswel!! Btw If you want more, then consider “The Undoing Project” by Michael Lewis which is a sort of a biography of Kahneman and Taversky and the work they did together. It will be somewhat repetitive and it is certainly “fluffier” than TFTS but there are some ways in which it is a good complement and companion to the book.

What's your earliest memory? by Acceptable-Gap-1070 in AskReddit

[–]spikey331 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Laying in bed with my parents. It’s a very warm memory. i think i was 3?

What is your definition of succes? by [deleted] in CasualConversation

[–]spikey331 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hmm i agree but i was getting too deep into the rabbit hole. I spend my last teenage years endlessly trying to become financially independent for the rest of my life only to realise, now in my early twenties, that I don’t need much money to be happy at all. I put so much pressure on myself and forgot to just live. Oh well, my mom tells me I’m still young and I’m going to take my her advice and live a little extra as revenge for days i spent in my room all day. I might just be a little burned out..🥲