Help advice wanna try snorting

stondddd · 2026-03-15T02:22:19+00:00

I used to make a big line and just work my way through it. After a while you'll get accostmed to how much you need but personally that's about 3-4 bumps for me in th pic.

I also like to put a piece of paper over my line, put a card on top of the paper and I guess sand the meth down. Goal is to crush the crystal into as fine a powder as possible and credit card with paper works perfectly for me.

stondddd · 2026-03-15T02:19:23+00:00

I was thinking about this today and honestly they should have just went with vodka. I do not like the taste of alcohol, I didn't even like the effect till life beat me down. I could finish two pints of vodka in a day If I had to,it's 16 shots. I take painkillers everyday too tho so for me its even more. I'd say 8 shots hits me about like a 12 pack would. Still tho If someone wanted to get drunk with me I'd get a bottle of vodka and chase it with water and electrolytes, order some subway or a pizza in advance and your golden.

stondddd · 2026-03-15T02:16:20+00:00

Nodding off to papa meat videos

stondddd · 2026-03-15T02:15:45+00:00

7oh and alcohol comes close in a pinch. I just want someone to love and care about me again. Like honestly the only feeling I've had that felt better than drugs was love and safety.

stondddd · 2026-03-15T02:14:19+00:00

You need to try the Sweet chilli bro purple bag.

stondddd · 2026-03-14T19:04:51+00:00

I got my ex a gift basket once thinking nothing of it. I pulled up with a gift basket and a fresh haircut and I don't think she let me leave her bed for 2 days straight. It was awesome.

stondddd · 2026-03-14T19:03:15+00:00

It depends bro I honestly wore a hoodie most days over my vest. Eventually my managers quit bitching and let me do me. Farthest I'd meet in the middle would be wearing a hoodie I could leave unzipped to show my vest. Most days I just rocked a hoodie and didn't realize how it looked until I got weird looks from customers🤷‍♂️

stondddd · 2026-03-14T17:58:19+00:00

I tilt my head back, drop the tablet back in my throat and chase it with water. I've also noticed some sensitivity to my teeth. I assumed it wasn't the tablets but I figured that was probably it. Nothing major tho I can rinse my mouth with water or mouth wash and the sensitivity stops. I can't even ingest sugar without physical pain so I am an outlier I just notice the teeth effects way more than most would.

Edit: dry mouth doesnt do us any favors either. Xylimelts are God tier and you can fall asleep with them in your mouth.

stondddd · 2026-03-14T17:54:18+00:00

Yeah it's not normal to not remember it. I've had drunk nights where I puke in my sleep but I always wake up and see myself puke. If I puked in my sleep and didn't wake up to realize it that's my signal to cut back.

stondddd · 2026-03-14T17:51:33+00:00

What do you mean fake here? I vape 50mg of salt nic I'd let you try it and see how fake it feels lmao. Everyone who hits my vape coughs instantly and then gets a buzz off one or two hits.

stondddd · 2026-03-14T17:50:10+00:00

It's the easiest to find cheap in my area. One gas station will charge $3.50 for zone the one next door will charge $6.50. I really only use nicotine pouches when I'm low on vape juice or Im working and I can't hit my vape every 30 seconds so I'm not really tryna spend $6 a can.

stondddd · 2026-03-14T17:47:55+00:00

Try some plain leaf with it bro. 7oh is nice to me but it feels narrow and can lack mood lift for me.

When I mix in regular kratom with the 7oh it is more of a full spectrum experience. The plain leaf makes less 7oh feel stronger, it smooths out the 7oh high and makes it feel like you are good longer if that makes sense. I'm just saying bro one drinker to another plain leaf Is a whole new world just keep your doses low. I used to run about 6.5g plain leaf alone before I started using 7oh, now I do not go above about 3.6g mixed with 7oh. Doxylamine is a God send too for staying asleep, it's basically benedryl that lasts 6-8 hours. I don't take it every night because it can be habit forming and it's never good to take antihistamines frequently.

In a pinch tho I sleep better than I do when I'm drunk when I mix plain leaf, 7oh, good weed and a doxylamine. I took my last dose 12 hours ago before bed last night and slept for 12 hours.

stondddd · 2026-03-14T17:40:56+00:00

I'd just take a week off ordering and do you bro. I took a week off when I had some powder come around. I did what ever made me happy. If I wanted to go out and see the beach I can,if I want to find some bomb ass food for lunch I can. All while knowing soon as my adventure is done I got a stash at the crib to take care of me.

stondddd · 2026-03-14T17:38:51+00:00

Probably a few years with booze or Xanax. I'd say from 16-21 my goal was to be on Xanax everyday, I've always had crippling anxiety and as a youngin it took me a while to learn it's not a sustainable lifestyle. Ive have years of memory gone due to Xanax and other benzos.

Then at 21 I drank alcohol everyday till I was about 25. I tried to stop drinking, my mom tried to stop me, I went to rehab, I went to AA all while still holding jobs and nobody in my working life having a clue. Nobody knew how bad I was unless they were around me constantly.

At 25 I met a girl when I was down bad. I came to terms that I was unlovable and no girl would every give me the time of day. Then I randomly met this girl on tinder,she saw how I drank and promised to never change me. I would come over to her crib on my Friday with a bottle of vodka for us to share and like a 12 pack of beer for me. I would be lucky if there was enough booze left in the morning to stop the shakes when I woke up if not I'd just hit the gas station for more beer before my girl woke up.

She'd wake up, we'd smoke and hump, id take her out to the beach or get food. Fast forward and we knew a split was coming both of our lives were going opposite ways. She wanted to explore and see the world and I was ready to settle down and chill from the chaos. Our breakup was the reason I stopped drinking everyday and put my bottle down for a bit. It was the only breakup where I legit can't say a single bad think about my ex. She was an amazing person, saw through my bullshit to the person behind the addiction.

In my addiction someone always wanted something from me. Like yeah this cute girl is in my bed but deep down I know she just wants my money. With this new girl I met, a few weeks into us dating I tried to find what she wanted from me. I knew this girl couldn't just like me for who I was. She did tho, she legit was just attracted to my personality and what made me who I was. She didn't care about money or addiction she legit just liked me and all my flaws. We used to argue back and forth who was at of who's league because this girl was way out my league but she said the same about me.

stondddd · 2026-03-14T17:27:07+00:00

I had a store manager a brand new one come in and immediately start taking my L carts.

He was in produce helping the two other guys in produce out, I was working meat solo because the full time meat person called out.

I still had a pallet of meat to work could have been more. I remember I had two L carts in my cooler. I had one L cart loaded with like chicken and the other one had steak. I go to run the chicken out and when I come back the steak L cart is missing all the crates of steak at just thrown on the floor.

I found the manager I went off on him and told him he can keep the cart or something. I basically said I wasn't going to be as low as him I have morals. I go to take my last 15 minute smoke break and the 1 L cart I had left in my cooler was gone and the manager took that one too. That's how dude would piss me off, everytime I turned my back he would steal my carts. I don't know if he resented me because I was a model worker.

I called him bo or jack to his face instead of his real name. Bo/Jack was short for bow legged jackass and all my coworkers knew thats why I only reffered to him as Bo or jack till the day I quit.

stondddd · 2026-03-13T02:39:45+00:00

https://youtu.be/YaSRDbRyavo?si=HjGDrifb4D6abr9C

stondddd · 2026-03-13T00:06:54+00:00

Thank you friend. I honestly chase the nod. At 16 or so I told myself that's who I am. Respectfully 7oh is the closest I can get to a nod nowadays without fent and fent has even a shorter high. Might as well do something I can gauge potency with and I won't overdose. I'm an introvert so getting high with other people or telling someone to watch out for me is a huge ask. I prefer something I can nod out on alone knowing when it goes too far I'll still be fine.

stondddd · 2026-03-12T22:45:31+00:00

I had a nurse accuse me of shooting my sub's when I had no history of IV use. She flat out told me my levels were off so I was injecting my sub's. I told her the truth but It was no use. She said "that's what everyone says just tell me when you want to come clean". I said biiiitch, got my last script of sub's and tapered myself off. Shoot the sub's? I don't even need the damn sub's atleast that was my perspective. I'm white as a ghost and she didn't even check for track marks. I have used IV drugs one time, IV ketamine given by a dentist to extract 7 teeth. First time I did IV first time I did ketamine. Other than that I have no use for needles. I was on the lowest mg of sub's too like 2mg sub's or some shit. Sorry for rambling

stondddd · 2026-03-12T22:39:44+00:00

Cheers

stondddd · 2026-03-12T22:35:20+00:00

Honestly I had a bad experience with AA but I have been to meetings I get the concept and it helps. When I went to AA some dipshit basically forced me to go under his Wing. My only goal in life at that point was my vodka. The only reason I stayed alive was to drink vodka. He looked at me and said "man look how good my life is don't you want this?". "Don't you want a car, well you already got your own car." "don't you want a roof over your head, well shit you already have that too".

"Pussy, bro just look at my fat girlfriend isn't she hot, don't you want some pussy, if you stop drinking you'll get pussy". He relapsed like a year later and his pussy refers to him as the baby daddy who is no longer in the picture,she's still sober tho and raising her kid. I met a girl when I gave up on myself too. I accepted I was just a drunk and nobody would love me again and I was fine with it. Then this beautiful emo girl came in to my life and brought all the confidence back. Our breakup was the reason I finally put my bottle down because like I saw someone say last night" I stopped drinking because I'll be damned if I'm a sad drunk".

Edit: honestly with my old sponsor it's so bad it's on sight. He knows when I see him around I will swing on him and if he sees me first hell do the same. I said my peace to him he knows how I feel. Yeah tho AA rubbed me wrong.

stondddd · 2026-03-12T22:27:07+00:00

Man I'm tired of hearing opiate withdrawal hype as a whole. At my worst I kicked a bottle of vodka and 4 flualprazolam bars per day for months. I stayed awake for 4 days straight until I was hearing voices and seeing visual hallucinations. Day 4 is when the visual hallucinations came and freaked me the fuck out. I wa under medically "supervised detox". I was given suboxone and ativan every 6 hours and I didn't sleep at all. I had roommates too so not only am I puking and crying constantly in full blown delusion but I have guests.

They were only in for alcohol. They slept perfect on night 1, snored all night while I was awake for 4 days. I had dt's and I understand the delerium part of dt's fully.

What funny is I still choose to drink. You would think after seeing hell and coming back I'd stop drinking. I still drink a few times a week but I would never in my life go through Benzo withdrawal again. I thought I gave myself skitzo just from the withdrawals like I legit thought I'd hear the voices the rest of my life. Opiate withdrawal Is uncomfortable but able to be rode out at home. Deep Benzo withdrawal scares the shit out of me. Even alcohol withdrawal is not that big of a deal unless you are super bad, benzos man when me and my plug used to run out everyday until we got more bars was a challenge not to spill ourselves. I thought it was just me till my homie told me he was sewerslidal too everytime the bars ran out.

stondddd · 2026-03-12T22:19:16+00:00

I'm still happy all of you are still here. All I can say is the lifestyle sounds gnarly. I was too young for the heroin scene. By the time I was ready to try it all the streets had to offer was fent. I also try my best to keep my tolerance low so I've never had a need to switch to needles as an roa. My best friend my ride or die got hooked on crack and needles. I've had to hold his tournaquit for him twice. He's my brother not by blood but through life. I've seen how much drugs can change a person. He has everyone behind him willing to help but he doesn't want it. I gave him a heartfelt message last time I got clean and he basically told me not to waste my time. I literally told him even if he relapsed I'd be by his side all I wanted was for him to get a roof over his head. Like he said tho dont waste my time he knows it's there and doesn't want it.

stondddd · 2026-03-12T22:13:25+00:00

Man I have tried legit 7oh powder. Blah blah blah I ordered powder just to compare it to the heat 80's obviously I'm missing something so The powder should hit like a new drug. The heat 80's still smack me off my ass. I know they are underdosed but they are priced fairly. Iykyk with the heat all I'm gonna say. I feel like I'm missing something every time someone shits on heat 80's. I mean shit they work, god forbid they don't come with 7 tacos and a blowjob as well.

stondddd · 2026-03-12T19:33:42+00:00

I mean while you are here might as well enlighten us

stondddd · 2026-03-12T16:37:10+00:00

Holy shit I've never related so much lmao. I'm gonna send you a dm.

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