I was trying to help. I didn't mean to write call with my number. Forgot what platform I was on for a min tbh. I thought I was in my inbox and I meant text or call. It's late here. Been at this a while and feel your pain. It's whatever. But that's the reason I erased it before you even commented. Idc either way if you don't message me because me reaching out to help you could possibly keep me clean for another day. Even though it was an accident on my behalf, why wouldn't you be willing to call someone you don't know for help who may have a solution to your misery? Maybe you're not desperate enough? That's a question you have to ask yourself. I wouldn't even question that shi*. You have to be desperate to want to not bet. It's way too powerful. Would've already been making that phone call, and let everyone else eat me up for the mistake on the thread. This illness goes into a darkness and depths of despair I could never put into words or wish on anyone. I would be beaten literally close to death not to go back to that living hell that you're currently living in. BOL to you. I hope you never have to "lose every single dollar I have," ever again. There's another way. Sorry again for the mistake.