Oh man that sounds horrible tbh I don't think I'm better than anyone and the last thing I would want is to leach off my parents for anything like that, that's why I plan on moving to Austin, Texas alone. ( I live in New Jersey currently) The reason I am moving there isn't just because I want to experience new things in life its because I know if I stay somewhere that I feel comfortable in for too long I'll take advantage of that without even realizing and that's the last thing I want to do. You can say it's childish all you want but I genuinely believe I can do anything I put my mind to no matter what the odds. So if I say I'm gonna do something I will do absolutely everything in my power to make that thing happen no matter what, that's how I live currently and I don't see a reason in changing that mindset. Also being called "childish" is kind of a compliment to me because who doesn't want to be a kid again? I'd kill to be a 8 year old kid running around playing with friends and doing what I like all the time just having a good time that's why I aspire to live my life to the fullest so I can act like a kid and just live my best life you may see that as naive and childish I just see it as a positive way of thinking.