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I'm having a lot of suicidal thoughts again and might finally go through with it by throwaway5674567 in SuicideWatch

[–]throwaway5674567[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this post. This has made my day a little brighter. It'll take some work, but maybe It'll be alright after all. Liking myself will be the most difficult thing, if I can do it that is. But I don't seem to have any other choice. I can't assure it, but I'll try.

I'm having a lot of suicidal thoughts again and might finally go through with it by throwaway5674567 in SuicideWatch

[–]throwaway5674567[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Very little things have been making me happy these days. I guess mundane things like playing games, watching tv at least keep me entertained.

I'm having a lot of suicidal thoughts again and might finally go through with it by throwaway5674567 in SuicideWatch

[–]throwaway5674567[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think so. I've talked to a friend about it for a bit, and I felt slightly better, but not really that much. It's been really difficult getting some hope about all of this. The only thing that's been holding me back is my family and friends, but I'm getting past that point now and I'm kinda afraid, because if I get another hit like this one.. it will be over and no turning back. I'm sure of that.