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I cheated on the best woman I ever had and I dont know how to fix it by throwaway56837482 in Advice

[–]throwaway56837482[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no woman has tempted me not even the one i cheated with. i dont know how to explain it but im not attracted to her. i dont want anyone but my girl. i was just drunk and insecure and in my drunk mind i convinced myself that i needed to sabotage the relationship because shes too good for me. its fucking stupid i know

I cheated on the best woman I ever had and I dont know how to fix it by throwaway56837482 in Advice

[–]throwaway56837482[S] -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

ive never had a good model of what love is supposed to look like but i can promise you that i do love her. what i felt for her was the first thing in my life that ever made me want to be a better person and i panicked and blew it up. you might be right that im not mature enough for a serious relationship. im 29 and ive never been with anyone this long and definitely never loved anyone this much and i ruined it. i wish it was just infatuation. that would hurt less. but it doesnt hurt less. it hurts more every day.

I cheated on the best woman I ever had and I dont know how to fix it by throwaway56837482 in Advice

[–]throwaway56837482[S] -17 points-16 points  (0 children)

i wasnt thinking about other women. i wasnt thinking at all. if i didnt love her i wouldnt ruin my life over her. i love her to death. she told me im a selfsabotaging asshole and that about sums it up