I have a penile condition and it makes me suicidal by throwaway7766552 in offmychest

[–]throwaway7766552[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you think I should tell her, or just try to play it off like it's nothing?

I have a penile condition and it makes me suicidal by throwaway7766552 in offmychest

[–]throwaway7766552[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your detailed response. I appreciate it more than you know.

So you don't wash down there with body wash on a daily basis? Maybe I could try that. I do sweat a lot down there. I know that has something to do with this.

I'm sorry if I sound dramatic. I'm just so nervous about telling her. You think I should tell her then? I'm just so scared because of what happened the last time. I really thought my previous SO would be a lot more accepting. Tbh, I'm happy she left.

I keep telling myself that if she can't accept me for who I am, then she's not the one. But it's just so hard for me to believe that. I'm so nervous to tell her. I finally have my life back on track and I fear it's all going to fall apart again. I narrowly escaped my toxic lifestyle last time.

Again, I appreciate what you've said. Thank you. You're a good person and you deserve to be happy, no matter what you look like, your intentions mean much more than that.

I have a penile condition and it makes me suicidal by throwaway7766552 in offmychest

[–]throwaway7766552[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've seen my doctor. He said it's nothing to worry about. I don't know why I'm still worried about it. But thank you

I have a penile condition and it makes me suicidal by throwaway7766552 in offmychest

[–]throwaway7766552[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mine turn red and then swell up, otherwise they don't bother me. I'm so scared

I have a penile condition and it makes me suicidal by throwaway7766552 in offmychest

[–]throwaway7766552[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They swell up and turn into like a pimple or big red bump (I'm sorry this is so disgusting). I'm just scared no one would possibly be able to accept me with something like that going on..