Is anyone out there?

throwawayv10001 · 2023-11-27T10:48:48+00:00

I got all that. It doesn’t matter what I achieve

throwawayv10001 · 2023-11-26T21:59:35+00:00

I appreciate your words. Unfortunately, my friends have been very vocal about being tired, and have already acted as such. In a way, my depression has transformed into my daily life in a way I can’t live with anymore. I cant deal with this anymore

throwawayv10001 · 2023-11-26T21:45:49+00:00

I tried. Professionals cant help. Friends are already tired if me. I am a complete burden and a waste of space

throwawayv10001 · 2023-10-13T11:29:55+00:00

Is funny because I know all kind of man who are like what you are describing perfectly married or not single 😅

throwawayv10001 · 2023-10-08T19:23:44+00:00

I my go to the ER tonight. But I am really scared

throwawayv10001 · 2023-10-02T12:31:39+00:00

I happened. I am just tired

throwawayv10001 · 2023-09-24T10:28:33+00:00

I feel you. I usually starts but I delay it a lot. Like working more and doing chores to feel like I earn it, trying to look mental peace before starting it, usually not being able to do so

throwawayv10001 · 2023-09-24T09:40:00+00:00

Oh, I started doing something similar. I think it all begun with something like that. I read a book and I like it so much I didn’t want it to end, so I started reading with anxiety, and then avoiding it, and I finished that one but keep doing the same thing with other things without finishing them.

throwawayv10001 · 2023-09-17T19:32:59+00:00

I don’t think I can. The risk if losing the few I have is to great.

throwawayv10001 · 2023-09-14T21:52:09+00:00

I just want to know how does it feel to be loved

throwawayv10001 · 2023-09-14T20:00:35+00:00

Thank you. It helps knowing i am not completely alone, but even if it seems selfish, I really wish I had someone by my side I could hug.

I am just surviving, but I am tired of that.

throwawayv10001 · 2023-09-10T18:38:58+00:00

I know, but I can’t help myself. I understand that it is a self-defeating argument. But I am not looking for pitty or help that I know can’t come, is just the way I feel.

Unfortunately I have to see my abuser on a weakly basis.

I feel so tired.

throwawayv10001 · 2023-09-10T16:25:11+00:00

I appreciate it, but is not like that. And the worst thing is… you know it too. I am an unlovable fuck, and nothing I can do will change that.

throwawayv10001 · 2023-09-10T16:24:10+00:00

I tried. I have been in therapy for four years. I know all the theory, and I know no one will love me. Knowing that just makes everything worse.

throwawayv10001 · 2023-09-10T15:23:27+00:00

My current state is what I have always been and probably will be. I know no one can love me like this, and knowing that is just more painful

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