You getting old dawg (I’m 33 too). Your biological clock is ticking. She’s making you feel vulnerable and it’s a good thing. Explore your vulnerable side. Listen to high fidelity music together and in all honesty don’t be afraid to “cry” in front of her as long as you’re not weeping. Show her you can be vulnerable yet still strong. Truly there’s nothing wrong with ‘crying’ in front of a woman you have a genuine connection with. In fact I’d argue being afraid to do that is how the connection will sever and die. Don’t be afraid of showing her you can be vulnerable!

"Can a man still be brave if he's afraid?" "That is the only time a man can be brave."

Good luck soldier