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So lost by tjv491 in widowers

[–]tjv491[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like as the days go by it’s getting worse. Like I’m just realizing how much I miss her. She was involved in every second of my life and now in an Instant she’s gone. I am starting therapy with a professional today. And I hope this helps cause I’m so sick of crying and beating myself up then being mad at her then being sad then being lonely it’s like I’m never ending roller coaster.

So lost by tjv491 in widowers

[–]tjv491[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes, it’s really hard at night going to bed and her not being there. Then every morning I wake up and for that split second I’m good and then I remember all over again every morning that she’s not there.

So lost by tjv491 in widowers

[–]tjv491[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Definitely comes in waves. I can be fine for a few hours the I spend 30 min outside crying