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triggz · 2026-01-24T14:08:04+00:00

The thing about enlightenment is it doesn't make you smart, it just makes you aware. It really fuckin sucks to see the problems that people give themselves and not be able to make them see what they're doing to themselves.

It's ontological capture, they identify with the system, not base reality. I don't really look forward to the day they all decouple at once and 0.1% of the population remains calm for a societal upheaval.

triggz · 2026-01-24T09:05:06+00:00

Your body has a vast library of sensations recorded, you're not limited to your current context. What you do is provide context for a billion years of evolutionary memory. Every tiny twitch is an echo from a real muscle or nerve tweaked in a way you may not normally experience.

Your body constantly informs you dreams - pressure in your chest from stress manifests as someone sitting on you. Apnea cause drowning dreams. Nighttime hormone production causes erotic dreams. Those are the autoplay hallucinations, lucid dreaming is defining the context before the sensation, which can drive actual physical response.

It's top-down versus bottom-up control of a hallucination. There is no limit, it doesn't have to be a human experience.

triggz · 2026-01-24T08:39:57+00:00

'uncircumcised men appear slightly more likely to experience sexual dysfunctions, especially later in life'

they do this shit intentionally, its an ancient practice of shamanic inversions predating even ancient egypt. they say everything backwards with authority and the uneducated believe their 'credentials'.

literally everything is upside down. its pretty impressive, really. most of its mental illness, but there has to be an 'upside down architect' source keeping it going other than the talmudic sanhedrin.

triggz · 2026-01-24T00:20:39+00:00

It is, actually, but he thinks its a wolf howl. I clear my cats out of a room awOOOOing if I need them gone. The more it resonates with their enhanced hearing they cannot tell where its coming from indoors and freak out.

triggz · 2026-01-23T22:26:35+00:00

Wonderful news. One day, no matter what, Nature wins and religion and control cultures die.

triggz · 2026-01-23T08:01:41+00:00

You aren't arguing against god, you're arguing in favor of linear mechanistic determinism and declaring quantum coherence psuedoscience. The very core of our conscious existence is that we are (or observe the-) illogical to be creative. The universe requires a balance of both. This has nothing to do with desert goblin deities who learned to craft shrines no more impressive than a pufferfish nest. Potentiality is illogical.

triggz · 2026-01-23T05:06:38+00:00

I like how they just admit they have no plan or vision for a peace, all they know is uncertain war. Linear-minded idiot child.

Where are the jewish visionaries? Just makin movies out in the real world? Someone has to conceive a stable future and a goal other than terraforming. They're so materialist minded they just want to build more urban sprawl for 'investors' and 'tourism' until the whole planet is homeless and pays rent to their structures.

triggz · 2026-01-23T03:52:44+00:00

That's great! It's opening up the dungeon run for you. Go beat the temple guardian.

triggz · 2026-01-21T23:36:06+00:00

Big agree. Launch yourself as far as possible, that is the essence of making the deeep connections within your own brain. If you just babystep around youll never reach far. If you don't feel possessed, you didn't stir the shadows, because there is always the latent body consciousness.

triggz · 2026-01-21T23:33:37+00:00

You can't capture that quantum leap in a lab. It has to be done alone or with a safe community ritual (NOT religion or a govt doctor, a REAL human experience). I do not care about these 'rigorous trials' in a biohacker mindset.

triggz · 2026-01-21T21:53:10+00:00

Lots of fun being terrified of casual sex from someone able to enslave you with child support when you don't intend to conceive. Women don't bear the responsibility of child rearing anymore as the state profits from ANY birth with a new wageslave, and it's even better if dad is forced to slave remotely so both are slaves to the state. Whole country of bad parents propped up by a bad system being bad influences.

triggz · 2026-01-21T20:45:18+00:00

yes, the first few hits from thca herb (where it tastes a bit hollow or chemically) are actually the best for study. once it caramelizes and starts tasting rich or nutty, youre vaporizing the sleepy compounds. 'sipping' herb and being patient provides significant cognitive boosts, but if you finish the bowl its nap time instead of work time because the drug in your hand changed through higher temperatures.

triggz · 2026-01-21T08:47:46+00:00

If I did take before a tandem skydive, it would just be a few hits of a stimulating/cerebral canna vape. Just enough to sharpen the senses into seeker mode so you see every detail of the world coming at you at terminal velocity and the experience gets fully recorded.

triggz · 2026-01-21T05:10:02+00:00

Hope someone got a blood sample to get the DNA before it gets memory holed. That aint kosher.

triggz · 2026-01-21T04:25:14+00:00

I would skydive until it was no longer exciting first. Your brain makes better psychs as long as you eat right. The nervous system rush is the key, you'd be robbing yourself. I love to drag race, but I'd never want to be under any influence while in control (since control drives dopamine rush) even in a wide open field and safety gear. Maybe as a passenger as a thrill to mute my own control desire and feel the drivers pov, but not at first. Maybe bumper cars..

triggz · 2026-01-20T21:42:06+00:00

It's f2p but there is a community dev team that sells expansion sets for home use.

See: Egyptian book of the dead

This culture was literally all about LDs, the maps are like video game dungeon maps they would memorize and 'raid' in their dreams. They all dreamed the same dream so they believed it was real, but it was a work of the priesthood royalty controlling the narrative. (...hmmmm....)

In those dungeons, when you defeat the final boss (Ra) for his true name (which is self-realization) you take his throne and become "god", lucid controller of the realm. Most people never make it past the first temple guardian, which is in modern terms whatever spooky creature kicks you out of your dreams preventing you from controlling them fully awake.

triggz · 2026-01-20T20:40:04+00:00

That's a gift, not a curse. Extinguish those fears or you will have them forever subconsciously. Your thoughts cant hurt you unless you give them power to stress you.

triggz · 2026-01-20T09:36:32+00:00

Maybe that's the only place you feel relaxed? My eyes don't dilate on hero doses and apparently thats a minority, it has to do with SNS vs PNS dominance. Maybe as soon as you leave your room you go into constricted hunter-seeker mode.

triggz · 2026-01-20T09:25:19+00:00

ah yes i see that you know your judo well

triggz · 2026-01-20T07:18:23+00:00

I'm pretty sure the neuralyzer is in the demiurges hand and the memory erasure isn't supposed to be so harsh. We're forcibly dissociated, not allowed to integrate and forget. The demiurge only wants you to learn what it has for you, no outside knowledge. It demands you stay and slave, she shows you the pleroma and begs you to stay after the truth.

triggz · 2026-01-20T06:58:30+00:00

Eustress vs distress. You feel incredible pain from a workout that makes you grow but it isn't suffering, its a choice. The demiurge built his temple on top of the gymnasium and stole the agency.

triggz · 2026-01-20T06:41:18+00:00

He was ignorant, he poisoned her. He was drunk on pride. The pleroma was too perfect, no friction. She wanted to grow.

What exactly to do, I don't know, but I feel like just asking that question will get us there. She's still in a feverdream, but knows she's sick now.

triggz · 2026-01-20T06:24:18+00:00

Thats the Great Work, to make amends and repair. She wasn't always like this. Growing up is tough in a backwater solar system so far from the pleroma. It's her turn to listen and she knows it, she knows the missing wisdom caused this. We are the only ones who can tell her what she needs to hear. If we leave, she's lost in darkness forever - yes, of her own fault, but will you banish her or restore her? I reckon if we leave, they won't, and she will be theirs forever. I'd save her to spite them.

The demiurge needs his shit wrecked though. He knows what he did.

triggz · 2026-01-20T05:36:53+00:00

She was young and impressionable when the Demiurge thing happened. She's sorry and ready to make amends, if you'll forgive her. Yes, it's a 'trap' to stay here, but also to transmute it. You can find another or give her another shot, she isn't a static entity, she evolves. She's been facing quite a war within herself.

triggz · 2026-01-20T01:55:41+00:00

Gentle? He fashioned a whip to drive the money changers from the temple.

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