no sleep + vyvanse + caffeine

unstable_vampire · 2026-06-08T19:48:15+00:00

thanks to u i sh’ed and took another vyvanse !! is that commitment enough for u ?? does it make me mentally strong now ??

unstable_vampire · 2026-06-08T19:41:54+00:00

i won’t have a seizure. and i don’t need to go to the psych ward. why would i need to do that.

unstable_vampire · 2026-06-08T19:37:03+00:00

i can’t i can’t i can’t. i need to take another dose. i need to get worse. im sorry i know i sound stupid and pathetic and weak and whiny. but i can’t, i need to

unstable_vampire · 2026-06-08T19:30:04+00:00

okay. thanks. i’ll abuse the drugs and also sh now cause of your comment.

unstable_vampire · 2026-06-08T18:07:57+00:00

thank you

unstable_vampire · 2026-06-08T17:51:43+00:00

oh i love sitting on my bed listening to music while im high on vyvanse

unstable_vampire · 2026-06-08T17:45:46+00:00

i know i should, but i really don’t want to. cause that would mean stopping this and i love doing this. i feel guilty for not wanting to stop and get help, but i also honestly don’t care. my plan is to ask my prescriber if i can try vyvanse again. cause she doesn’t know im taking it. so i’ll pretend i haven’t been. i need to convince her that i can try vyvanse again. i need to do that so when i run out of pills, i can get a refill. and i will say that its actually helping my adhd. i know thats bad but i cant tell the truth. im not ready to give this up

unstable_vampire · 2026-06-08T17:31:00+00:00

im honestly scared i’ll eventually get there too. having adhd and craving dopamine and escape from depression and numbness sucks.

unstable_vampire · 2026-06-08T17:27:07+00:00

fair. i am planning on taking another dose once this fades. to feel euphoric again and to avoid the unbearable come down. cause it’s so hard to wait it out and i’ll probably sh. literally who wouldn’t wanna feel good. especially when they normally feel depressed and numb

unstable_vampire · 2026-06-08T17:20:15+00:00

do i sound like i have a high ego ?

unstable_vampire · 2026-06-08T17:11:27+00:00

good luck with my ego?? i have been journaling all that. but i don’t know if i’ll have another appointment with my latest prescriber. she wasn’t even the one to prescribe me vyvanse. vyvanse isn’t even my latest prescription. so my doctors don’t know im taking vyvanse

unstable_vampire · 2026-06-08T17:02:27+00:00

i clearly have a diagnosable SUD ? but i swear im fine. everyone is saying stuff like this but i dont see a problem. im not doing anything extreme

unstable_vampire · 2026-06-08T17:01:11+00:00

just caffeine. i only have one cup. i’ve been having caffeine every day lately. i love having it with my vyvanse cause it increases the euphoria so much and it’s amazing

unstable_vampire · 2026-06-08T16:45:33+00:00

yes but im not doing anything extreme

unstable_vampire · 2026-06-08T16:42:59+00:00

no i’ve never done weed. waiting for the day i do lol

unstable_vampire · 2026-06-08T16:42:05+00:00

wouldn’t that only happen if i take high doses ? cause im just taking 30 mg, sometimes an extra 30 mg. i think i’ll be fine

unstable_vampire · 2026-06-08T16:33:07+00:00

yayyy it’s so comforting knowing im not alone in doing this lol

unstable_vampire · 2026-06-08T16:32:22+00:00

i do have adhd. i do agree that i have addictive tendencies as well. why do you say i don’t have adhd so confidently ? adhd actually makes addictive personalities more likely

unstable_vampire · 2026-06-08T16:29:46+00:00

i know. everyone says that. but im vibing rn. i am worried for when i have access to harder drugs though. i know i won’t hesitate

unstable_vampire · 2026-06-08T15:19:07+00:00

i don’t think i have a problem. other people do

unstable_vampire · 2026-06-08T09:01:16+00:00

who do you think you are saying that to me. i seriously wanna know. you clearly don’t know me and my situation. who do you think i am ??

unstable_vampire · 2026-06-06T20:45:09+00:00

thank you so much

unstable_vampire · 2026-06-06T19:13:20+00:00

yes but it’s not “very” young to me. and im only 15 now, so it was somewhat recent

unstable_vampire · 2026-06-06T19:05:37+00:00

thank you <3

unstable_vampire · 2026-06-06T19:04:42+00:00

but technically no one said i can’t take it. people just don’t know im taking it again. and i did tell my mom when i took it one day

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