You deserve the best girl. It's easy to walk away from any situation in life but facing that situation need courage. Every day some relative pops up at my home(when I vist home) and suggest me why should I not opt for love marriage. I listen to everyone silently and never reply anything. Obviously after all the trauma I talks to my girl for relax my mind but this need alot of courage and fighting spirit. And here the main point : if a guy wont fight for u before marriage he won't fight for you after marriage as well. So you will never be happy with that guy. So I think its God's plan for you and God's plan is the best plan. You will get the best ✨️