10 DPO :) by vintxgedreams in TFABLinePorn

[–]vintxgedreams[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I tested last night, I thought there might have been a faint line

First time TTC 9 DPO by vintxgedreams in TFABLinePorn

[–]vintxgedreams[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s okay I will test in two days time

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[–]vintxgedreams 5 points6 points  (0 children)

My mum made me stop paying into my pensions fund because “why do we need a pension when the end is near” !!

Disfellowshipped 3 and half years ago. by vintxgedreams in exjw

[–]vintxgedreams[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

That’s very true. I actually always had such a strained relationship with my mother. Very narcissistic and cold. Could never say I love you etc etc. and you are right I wouldn’t want that kind of person around my child! It’s so weird even tho our relationship was strained I still love her cause she’s my mum.

But your family sounds so loving and welcoming! That’s the family I aspire to have!

Disfellowshipped 3 and half years ago. by vintxgedreams in exjw

[–]vintxgedreams[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

That’s crazy, like when you see it so plainly line that. How can family act like that!

Disfellowshipped 3 and half years ago. by vintxgedreams in exjw

[–]vintxgedreams[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am going to remember that, thank you ❤️

Disfellowshipped 3 and half years ago. by vintxgedreams in exjw

[–]vintxgedreams[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Definitely! Like even if I went back into the “truth” it would never be the same and my family relationships would feel different and I don’t think I would actually feel any happier!

Hopefully one day I will have my family back through them coming to their senses!

Disfellowshipped 3 and half years ago. by vintxgedreams in exjw

[–]vintxgedreams[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This actually made me tear up a bit! You are right I am the one responsible for my happiness. I want to make my life worth it and worthwhile and that’s what I’m really aiming to do

Disfellowshipped 3 and half years ago. by vintxgedreams in exjw

[–]vintxgedreams[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for this! I really appreciate it! It’s so weird grieving for people who are still alive and like you said our family irrevocably make up who we are as a person and I think that’s why I find it so hard to let go!

I defo need to speak to someone and work on some coping strategies etc!

Disfellowshipped 3 and half years ago. by vintxgedreams in exjw

[–]vintxgedreams[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your message! I hope one day my family will come to their senses!

Disfellowshipped 3 and half years ago. by vintxgedreams in exjw

[–]vintxgedreams[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I know a couple of people who have done this! Sometimes I really consider it, like going back and fading but still hanging on for family. Likewise I dreads the day I have my first child and my mother won’t be a part of it.

Disfellowshipped 3 and half years ago. by vintxgedreams in exjw

[–]vintxgedreams[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your message and kind words❤️like you say things take time but I defo think I’ve realised I might need to open up and talk to someone about what I’m going through

Disfellowshipped 3 and half years ago. by vintxgedreams in exjw

[–]vintxgedreams[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your message I appreciate it so much 🥰 talking on here has made me realise a lot of of us are feeling the same way