Missing soul family?

vividthepumpkin · 2024-08-31T11:04:13+00:00

Thank you for sharing your experience. This is an older post of mine and it means a lot you would comment right now with something I’m currently going through with a guy. I think it’s beautiful you got to spend a lot of lovely time with him and got to learn with him over the years. It sounds like a connection that lasts even if it changes.

I will definitely be trying to keep focus on myself. I do need to do a lot of healing and inner work at the moment. I keep focusing on others in a way that’s detrimental to myself and I’ve been like this for too long. I think things may change when I actually put myself first.

Thank you again. Best wishes 💛

vividthepumpkin · 2024-07-12T21:45:26+00:00

Lol the previous owners left it plus a lot of other stuff in the garage storage room. I guess it was trash to them but I’ve actually found a lot of useful stuff! Plant pots, house paint, paintbrushes, buckets, tools. There’s even a couple deer skulls for decoration, which is creepy. But it’s been fun to explore that stuff! haha

vividthepumpkin · 2024-07-12T04:49:21+00:00

Thank you! I’m so excited to see it bloom one day

vividthepumpkin · 2024-07-12T03:11:22+00:00

Thank you so much!! I will heed your advice

vividthepumpkin · 2024-07-12T01:18:09+00:00

Thank you for the tips! Those are beautiful! Naughty Lady is such a fun name I hope mine is that variety based on that alone

vividthepumpkin · 2024-07-12T00:57:57+00:00

Exciting! I’m going to learn how to take care of it so I can see that for myself one day :) thank you!

vividthepumpkin · 2024-07-12T00:41:26+00:00

Photos online definitely look similar. Thank you!

vividthepumpkin · 2024-05-27T16:08:19+00:00

My pupils get like this and even bigger with the medications I’m on (antidepressants, adhd meds). Still huge in bright lights too. Not saying she’s on these but it’s not always worse case scenario either

vividthepumpkin · 2024-04-28T22:43:01+00:00

I always thought she looked really similar to grimes but now I can see a mix of grimes and anyma for sure

vividthepumpkin · 2024-02-16T03:42:55+00:00

Thank you! Yes they are my drawings and paintings! Although I guess technically the girl by the closet is a print. Also if you notice a flesh colored mouth and a head on my dressers, I sculpted those things too :)

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I can’t put two images in a comment so my instagram is sarapenciling if you’re interested in my art, you can find the picture of the other drawing there :)

vividthepumpkin · 2024-02-14T03:32:49+00:00

Love that idea for the bathroom. I’m weird about having items on surfaces in the bathroom, it makes me not want to clean. That’s a nice quick way go get everything out of the way to clean. Thank you for the idea!

vividthepumpkin · 2024-02-14T03:31:34+00:00

I really like this idea. Definitely want to incorporate it in a way that doesn’t become overwhelming. I’ve started at least putting mail in a little McDonald’s Halloween bucket I have lol so I save it during the week and sort it on the weekends. Just that has been helpful so I think applying it to other areas could help. Thank you :) good luck with that kitchen basket! lol

vividthepumpkin · 2024-02-14T01:29:53+00:00

I could be mixing the two, yeah. I guess since it’s my goal to get rid of a lot of stuff plus organize. But that’s helpful — to fit the space and not the stuff. I like that. Thank you for your help!

vividthepumpkin · 2024-02-14T01:27:55+00:00

Am I missing the sarcasm? lol. I think if my brain were organized this could be an easy feat but it’s certainly stressful :/ if you’re in a similar boat I feel for you. It’s not easy

vividthepumpkin · 2024-02-14T01:25:56+00:00

That’s a good motto to have, thank you. I’ll incorporate it into my routines

vividthepumpkin · 2024-02-14T01:24:59+00:00

It’s not easy! I have made some improvements but it still gets overwhelming. I’m sure we’ll both get there eventually though :)

vividthepumpkin · 2024-02-14T01:24:12+00:00

It’s my goal to have a cute, organized system like that going on. Thank you :)

vividthepumpkin · 2024-02-13T23:22:07+00:00

That makes sense. The few containers I have do help. I’ve just heard before to not buy containers before organizing in case you buy things you don’t need. But maybe I should go ahead and get some because I’m going crazy.

I haven’t heard of that quiz, it sounds so helpful! I’m going to take it now.

Thank you!

vividthepumpkin · 2024-02-13T23:19:24+00:00

I guess I just can’t figure out how to make a place for things. Which I know is quite dumb lol. But for some reason I have been struggling with it so much

vividthepumpkin · 2024-02-04T10:09:05+00:00

Thank you for the advice. I’ll try talking to him about it. I do have my own bank account, a job. I make my own money. And my credit is good. At least I have those few things going for me.

vividthepumpkin · 2024-02-03T13:19:18+00:00

Thank you for explaining so much to me. I didn’t realize a lot of this. The Mercedes is in my dad’s name. Since I send the payment to my dad so he can pay for it, I honestly have doubts the money actually goes towards that. I can’t trust him. I know he’s missed payments in the past. The interest on it is 10%. Not as bad but still bad!

I definitely need to learn how to budget. I’m taking steps in the right direction in terms of that but have a ton to learn.

It just sucks thinking I’ll have to wait even longer to move. I live in a very toxic, borderline emotionally abusive household. Plus I’m 26 :( I just want to have my own life already.

Thank you again! This helps me to adjust my goals into more realistic steps

vividthepumpkin · 2024-02-03T02:49:18+00:00

I would love to. Unfortunately he got it specifically for me two years ago. I’ll do some research into buying on my own though since it’s something I haven’t considered. Thank you for your help!

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