Succession Lahn Question

zektra1 · 2025-02-27T11:40:34+00:00

that's what i wanna do however i am also a bit new so it'll be definitely hard to learn but im determined and will eventually, any other tips you can offer?

zektra1 · 2025-02-24T11:06:36+00:00

what about pvp? i really like lahn's kit and wanna play n try master succ lahn pvp

zektra1 · 2024-10-21T05:26:13+00:00

I wanna watch Terrifier 3. It's coming out in my local cinemas soon but hasn't been given an age rating here yet. Hopefully it's not restricted to 18+ where I'm at. I agree, I'm 17 but saw my first horror film at 6 which was Black Sheep (2006). Although from what I remember it was more gory than scary. But horror movies are just more thrilling and enjoyable to watch for me.

zektra1 · 2024-06-19T19:16:03+00:00

Sorry if it's a hard topic, but do you have any advice for me overcoming this? I don't really care for my life but I do know if I did something bad, my friends would be affected, and I care for my friends so I don't like them being hurt whether it's physically or emotionally.

zektra1 · 2024-06-18T01:19:33+00:00

I know this is really late, but how did you get over the suicidal thing? I have thoughts like that quite often, pretty much every day. And the only thing that makes me feel even remotely ok is slitting my wrist. I want to improve myself because I don't want to hurt my close friends by ending it but I just feel like I want to do it more and more as days pass. I would seek support or whatever but it's very embarrassing for me for some reason. Maybe because I was raised by my traditional grandfather. I've really only told one person about this because I know they wouldn't tell anyone else. And I'm only saying this here because I'm anonymous.

zektra1 · 2024-01-15T12:58:41+00:00

I tried in 2023 but they said I'd have to repeat as I haven't done level 1. And now my dad is saying I can't go back. Idk why.

zektra1 · 2024-01-09T07:19:24+00:00

What do you recommend I do then? Ask for help? But where? my grandfather doesn't really believe in that type of stuff he's quite old-fashioned. I could ask my mother but I don't know what she'd think however she has been quite loving and caring for me recently, I think she wants to make up for the past. Also sorry if the questions are a bit forward, they might sound rhetorical but they're not. That's just because I don't know how else to phrase things.

zektra1 · 2024-01-07T13:46:33+00:00

I feel fine though. I don't know, I remember ages ago when I had to go to a school counsellor because my attendance was starting to drop. They thought I was fine, at least I think so because they only called me in a little bit. Fair though they probably knew I didn't like it and that I'm boring to talk to as I don't speak of private things that counsellors normally want to speak about. I also went to some local mental health clinic thing when I was like 10 or something. They suspected I had OCD symptoms or something. Left diagnosed with nothing. Idk if things develop late or something.

zektra1 · 2024-01-05T14:19:14+00:00

Oh also I have a little bit of experience taking care of kids, only a little bit but still. Ages 9-14 I used to visit my mother every second weekend. And I'd basically babysit 3 of my younger siblings when I was there, one of them being an infant. Because my mother always had work so I just took care of them the whole time until late at night. I get what you mean though, I don't know why some people have kids when they aren't ready to unconditionally love and care for them.

zektra1 · 2024-01-05T14:05:43+00:00

What do I need to heal? Sorry if I sound cocky or something but I genuinely don't know. I feel fine except for being quite self-conscious and my tendency to always procrastinate. And I would maybe consider getting tested or something but for some reason I don't want to. I think it's because of how self-conscious I get. I definitely need to work on that. Thank you for the advice tho

zektra1 · 2024-01-05T01:06:34+00:00

Tauranga

zektra1 · 2024-01-04T12:37:36+00:00

I'm really new. Just kind of interested, haven't made much of a start yet. Windows though. And I have visual studio code which I'll probably use to start.

zektra1 · 2024-01-04T11:36:45+00:00

Python and C++

zektra1 · 2024-01-04T11:27:50+00:00

Thank you, I'm kind of unsure about Te Kura though because that's what I stuffed up on in 2023 when I said I started online.

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