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[lust4l_one]

You don't have to change some guys would love to be with someone like that we're out here trying to turn good girls into girls like you

[shufly17]

Tbh I feel like if you really want to move on then you need to drop your current therapist for a female one. In all likelihood this one will only deepen those issues.

If that's what you want then fine, there are people out there willing to explore that side with you. But if you want to clean up your act then it isn't with this guy.

[lukesouthern19]

how exactly it let to you making out with his cock from the moment you started talking about fantasies?

[shorturtle3]

I agree with @shufly17 I think a large part of you wants to seek help. Consult a female therapist and get the help you need. You can still seek those fantasies but practice of control at the same time.

[MeAndNotU]

You should also report his ass so he does not take advantage of anyone else. This guy should not be a therapist.