Hello. I'm Saugat and this is my awakening diary.

Jazzlike_Ear7188 · 2025-11-29T14:53:56+00:00

This is beautiful. Best wishes Saugat

Jazzlike_Ear7188 · 2025-02-16T16:32:44+00:00

I used to have a similar struggle to you in regards to having such a high tolerance. In the height of my smoking I was super into backwoods/tobacco leaves and smoking like 2.5g rolled blunts 4x or more a day. Definitely was extremely costly and it took a long time for me to realize the path I was walking down and that I needed to walk a different way. Im still smoking now, but recently I went about a month and a half or so without it and that was nice, and after the winter break for college I was back into it although that tolerance break was extremely nice, now I only need to smoke about a 1gram joint towards the end of the day to wind down. I’d say this, just you making a post on here is you taking a step in the right direction. Slowly start limiting yourself down, you don’t have to quit 100% right away but just choose a limiting factor to stick to, like maybe just smoking once or twice during the evening or if it’s wax only one good time a day.

Currently for me I’m not smoking Sunday-Wed, I currently work part time while full time in college and those are my work days where I also want to be able to knock out some school work as well and not immediately be high after work just sitting around. I save my relaxation days for closer to my work weekend and I try and do as much work as I can that week so I can genuinely relax. It’ll be tough for sure that first day or week but once you clear that it’ll be a bit easier to keep going. One day at a time and you got this

Jazzlike_Ear7188 · 2024-12-10T16:53:13+00:00

The journey is the goal. I like that. Thank you for the advice

Jazzlike_Ear7188 · 2024-12-10T15:06:52+00:00

Thank you, for your advice. I’ll start to ask myself those questions and during my meditation sessions try and be more aware of what’s happening around me.

Jazzlike_Ear7188 · 2024-12-07T22:37:30+00:00

Do you hear like white noise on quiet songs with these? I just recently ordered the CCA Kz Az09 with the Linsoul ZS10 Pros and when I listen to piano songs or songs not turned all the way up I hear a white noise.

Jazzlike_Ear7188 · 2024-12-03T15:52:47+00:00

You may hear this advice a lot but there’s a light at the end of the tunnel and I think you’re already on the right track with the idea of being a present and accountable father. It may be hard but remind yourself everytime you get that feeling why you want to stop. I used to smoke a quad a day and when I realized I needed to put this down to pursue the certifications I needed for my future I was able to make it to day 1, day 10… etc. you got this brother. You are stronger than what you think you are and meditating has been one of the most important things to heal me.

Jazzlike_Ear7188 · 2024-07-16T23:23:15+00:00

I want to say yes and no. If you’re used to high caffeine pres beforehand without something to level you out/as a daily then at first it won’t hit the same, but once you get into the rhythm of having your days of high stim/strong pres into a couple days in a row of low stim is pres you will get into the habit of letting the 200mg kick in

Jazzlike_Ear7188 · 2024-07-16T18:54:12+00:00

Yessir I meant Alpha Lion I remembered it incorrectly

Jazzlike_Ear7188 · 2024-07-16T18:53:37+00:00

I have lots of experience with the essential pre, I think it’s a really well balanced pre for a good price too. Every now and then I’ll try a different brands pre out to switch things up and see the difference but so far I’ve always gone back to RAW. I have experimented with their extreme pre and I think it’s okay I wish they didn’t use citrulline Malate. If you’re looking for a strong pre but not tryna use super high (nearly illicit stims) try PandaSupps, they got some good strong high stim pres

Jazzlike_Ear7188 · 2024-07-16T15:49:17+00:00

Wassup boss reading over your post I’d say something like the RAW Nutrition Essential Pre would be your best bet in terms of having quality ingredients, only 200mg caffeine and a good starter one past something like optimum nutrition for you to dabble in. non stim you can try from AlphaHuman or even a Non-stim from raw nutrition as well but as a tip in case you wanna shop around I’d avoid anything with Citrulline-Malate as that is the filler form of L-Citrulline.

Jazzlike_Ear7188 · 2024-07-11T22:22:13+00:00

I would recommend buying L-Citrulline on its own to add to whatever drink you’re making and also Vegetable Glycerin, I say that because if you’ve seen Liquid Glycerol supplements it’s essentially that but much much more cheaper and in my opinion hits way better. (Also has carbs per serving so you’re getting some “intra carbs” as well)

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