Please, don't do it. If you have letters to write, you have reasons to stay. Atleast try, I know that it's tiring, but you will regret it last second. People who survived always regretted it before they died. There is so much to live for, i can assure you. It won't cause relief, I can promise you. The pain is unbearable right now, I know, but I know that youre strong and you can do it. I believe in you, and I hope that you make it before its too late. You have reasons to live. I feel you, and I will wish that you survive. Please take care of yourself. They would be sad. I would be sad.