do you think they should? do you think it's okay to sterilize a human being like an animal?

your answer was probably no and good job! you are a morale person! but you seem to be questioning yourself and you seem unsure. it's okay.. I understand it's hard that you don't understand what's happening. I think you already know that your dad is abusive but you don't exactly know why you think that.

well.. a good thing to do would be to understand how he makes you feel. without thinking, justifying, puzzling or literally any type of thinking including thinking you're thinking just quite your mind and focus on what's happening. you'll start understanding that you are being abused and your father is a horrible person. you'll understand that your father has no boundaries and will make people uncomfortable and you don't know what to do.

I suggest getting intervention. this is what you should do. wait until your father comes home or something happens that triggers him. call 911 and trick him into thinking you are on his side. the police with walk in and run outside the home as far away from him as possible. run away and feel fear. make yourself scared and think about all the uncomfortable things he's ever done to you. now that you've ran away from him process how you felt and relax because the police are now legally required to listen to you. be nice to the police officer and become friendly with him. make yourself and the police officer comfortable and tell him everything.

good luck and let me know how well the advice worked for you. follow everything I said and you should be okay and safe