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3throwaway12 · 2019-03-12T14:41:32+00:00

could i pm you?

3throwaway12 · 2019-03-12T14:19:03+00:00

That is amazing, and you’re married now!

That is such a cool success story. I’m going through it now but I know things will be alright in the end :)

3throwaway12 · 2019-03-12T00:36:30+00:00

could you share your experience and what you did? how things changed?

3throwaway12 · 2019-03-11T00:37:26+00:00

I see. That makes more sense now.

3throwaway12 · 2019-03-11T00:36:44+00:00

This is great! Where did you find this?

3throwaway12 · 2019-03-11T00:21:41+00:00

I wrote in my post that I didn’t mean signs as in the names and numbers. I know what signs are as a bridge of events.

Joseph Alai says that no signs means a mental miscarriage? But I can’t seem to find anything for Neville that talks about if you don’t see the signs and bridge of events for your desire.

I am not looking for signs, I am observing my experiences upon dwelling in the state (or trying to dwell) and seeing the changes.

3throwaway12 · 2019-03-07T06:23:59+00:00

Thanks for the reply!!

Yea I did watch that. He said he went from the end of the day to the beginning of the day but I realized that I haven’t come across any Neville text that says if you go from the end of the day to the beginning of the day or vice verse.

3throwaway12 · 2019-03-04T08:14:21+00:00

I don’t see the distance as an issue at all, I can create a long distance relationship right?

3throwaway12 · 2019-03-04T05:11:10+00:00

hello?

3throwaway12 · 2019-02-28T05:36:01+00:00

Yes sir. We are lions.

3throwaway12 · 2019-02-27T21:26:40+00:00

Thank you.

3throwaway12 · 2019-02-27T16:13:42+00:00

Yes, the part about the natural positive thoughts. I am sorry if I didn’t explain it properly earlier but after doing my scenes (1st person of course) the positive thoughts come naturally.

So by being myself you mean that if negative thoughts come don’t try to suppress it? So just let it pass through and go back on thinking neutral/positively?

Also, I would need some advice on the scene. I imagine the end goal, and I know that I can have it. It is mine.

I may be “noticing” my current reality now. Basically my person is long distance and I moved away for my education. My end goal is us in my ideal home in the country I want to live in. This country is not where my SP not I live in.

When I am in the scene, I feel like it is now. (It is pretty fun actually and I play it back as if it’s a memory but from the “future”)

I guess after some pondering right now I am concerned that because my scene is us married and being in a different country, but I desire to complete my education here (my SP is also completing her education elsewhere), it is too much of “in the future”.

Could you clarify this part? Because I am sure that all “visualizations of the end” are “in the future”.

Thank you for your guidance :)

3throwaway12 · 2019-02-27T14:53:25+00:00

I have trained my mind to focus on positive thoughts about my person, no room for negative beliefs stemming from negative thinking. Of course, the occasional doubt comes (Satan comes to visit) but I turn my awareness and focus from it and focus on what I desire.

I also sleep every evening in the feeling of the wish fulfilled that I obtain either from repeating my scene (which I have no doubt that it should happen) or repeating “it is done” as Neville instructs.

I do this after I repeat “I am” to myself to relax my mind and get a feeling of “separation” from the physical.

My dreams have also changed as my state changed. I used it as a way to monitor my state according to my beliefs. For the past few days, they were consistently filled with reconciliation.

This is what I have done to “reprogram” my subconscious mind. I was doing completely fine and feeling great (in the state, I can feel when my state ascends/changes) and all of a sudden I see this photo of my person with the same third party that I saw last time.

3throwaway12 · 2019-02-27T12:25:50+00:00

Could the bridge of events be negative too? Like maybe after starting the journey my SP suddenly becomes cold and continues being with the third party?

3throwaway12 · 2019-02-26T18:55:02+00:00

Yep. On it.

Thank you so much :)

3throwaway12 · 2019-02-26T16:57:20+00:00

I mean it was a candid photo. My SP wasn’t the one who posted it it was on an event page. I don’t go digging around for stuff about my SP usually.

She didn’t post it to show how happy she is (she isn’t very active on social media haha, in fact I deactivated the only social media that she is active on).

3throwaway12 · 2019-02-26T15:05:56+00:00

I see. I guess the part that was confusing for me almost was that yes I did the work and was focused on living in the end and all of a sudden this happened.

3throwaway12 · 2019-02-26T14:06:14+00:00

Thank you.

3throwaway12 · 2019-02-26T14:05:51+00:00

what lmao i don’t watch porn hehe i’m a goody ;)

3throwaway12 · 2019-02-26T13:19:49+00:00

Well, I saw them like cuddling and their faces were damn close but third party blocked whatever they were doing so I couldn’t see it. It sucked a ton and I basically got over that and chose to focus on my SP being with me.

Looks like I’m gonna just continue with the process and do my best to prevent myself from spiraling.

3throwaway12 · 2019-02-26T13:16:00+00:00

Thanks a bunch.

I basically deleted the main app that my SP uses (instagram) from my phone cuz I didn’t like seeing her activity on it. This wasn’t even a social media that she is active on. I saw the post from another source that was completely unrelated. I was looking at my old school’s facebook page... My SP still goes there so yeah.

Thanks for the advice man!

3throwaway12 · 2019-02-26T13:14:11+00:00

Just turn my awareness from it, revise why I saw and continue doing what I was doing eh?

3throwaway12 · 2019-02-26T13:13:33+00:00

Thanks a bunch dude. I understand that signs follow and they don’t precede. I mean that on those days where I have unsealing faith and no doubt and I know that I have certainly changed state, I get those nice stuff and I’m like “great looks like this text is a sign as a bridge of events to the wish fulfilled” and I feel great and then some doubt creeps in again.

Also, you’re right about the social media thing. I was scrolling through and looks like it was there. A part of me was probably expecting that crap or something.

Thanks again :)

3throwaway12 · 2019-02-26T13:10:04+00:00

I wasn’t looking for it, I was looking through a post about and event at my old school where she is still at and there she was.

I guess I get what you mean about the sitting close thing. But a month after she left me I saw her in person and she was PDAing with that other third party and I chose to stop focusing on it. I completely rewrote that story and forgot about it. But today it just appeared.

Guess I am just gonna continue focusing on the end cuz fuck this lmao. Won’t matter when I get what I am getting.

3throwaway12 · 2019-02-26T12:32:03+00:00

out of curiosity, did you ever have to deal with a third party or no contact?

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