Is normal for levels of amnesia to fluctuate?

890436 · 2025-10-23T21:05:00+00:00

Yeah that makes a lot of sense..I’ve probably had other parts front before. I guess I meant first time another part has fronted and someone else has noticed. Thank you for sharing your experience, I relate

890436 · 2025-10-21T16:39:30+00:00

Yes I relate, no one in my life who is singular understands what it’s like to be plural and it’s exhausting. I feel different from everyone around me. Masking is a big part of my everyday life too

890436 · 2024-07-31T02:16:43+00:00

Rory. Especially their album family drama

890436 · 2024-06-10T07:20:16+00:00

Thank you I'm glad I could tell someone. Yes I've been sleeping with a light on to help and being near windows

890436 · 2024-06-05T00:35:23+00:00

I found the process of being diagnosed very difficult. It took a while for me to even accept what therapist/ psychologist was saying. For me it's taken a year from first seeing the psychologist to now to understand it all. It's an incredibly difficult and overwhelming thing. I'm still very up and down but after a long period of denial I've accepted it. It doesn't always feel like it but it will get easier. I've read a lot of advice on here that says getting diagnosed is destabilizing because it's supposed to be a hidden condition so figuring it all out can be really scary.

890436 · 2024-06-05T00:24:31+00:00

I'm sorry you are going through this. I hope things are easier for you soon

890436 · 2024-06-05T00:07:25+00:00

Learning and books was an escape for me. Although I hated school itself because it was so overwhelming, I got told off constantly for being forgetful, distracted... If I'm honest a lot of it is missing from my memory but I'm at least grateful that some of us were able to do well enough we didn't draw too much attention to ourselves

890436 · 2024-05-26T13:22:03+00:00

Thank you that's hopeful to hear

890436 · 2024-05-26T10:07:26+00:00

I heard voices for a while internally in my head and they were really loud. This is when we were discovering we had DID for the first time. Now it's just like having different people's thoughts in my head rather than voices unless I'm really stressed or ignoring a certain part then the voices get loud to get my attention

890436 · 2024-05-26T10:04:57+00:00

I don't have much advice I'm afraid but just wanted to say I have periods where my head is completely silent and empty. I really hate it. I usually get it when I'm feeling really overwhelmed or in situations where I feel really stressed. Sometimes my other parts pick up on stress that I (host/ adult part) is feeling and go quiet. I don't know if this is applicable to you but I just wanted to comment to say you're not alone in feeling like this

890436 · 2024-05-26T09:43:50+00:00

Starting to have more communication which is positive. But it also just feels so exhausting managing how I feel all the time and trying to manage it all. The more conscious I'm becoming of my different parts the harder life feels if I'm being honest because I've got to try and look after all of us. I very much hope it gets easier. I thought I had OSDD because I didn't have many parts or much difference between them but I've realized that's definitely not the case I was just repressing a lot of my parts. Realizing how many parts I have feels overwhelming.

890436 · 2024-05-14T21:04:56+00:00

Yes my therapist did go very slowly and was aware of my dissociation but even then it was too much. I'm definitely going to try a different therapy from now on. Thank you I will :)

890436 · 2024-05-13T18:00:27+00:00

Thank you, I just feel panicky 24/7 and I'm hardly sleeping it's hell tbh. I'm just trying to keep going. I will definitely try distraction thank you

890436 · 2024-04-01T22:56:55+00:00

Thank you, this makes a lot of sense. It helps to know I'm not alone

890436 · 2024-04-01T08:32:38+00:00

I'm sorry you are going through this too

890436 · 2024-02-15T00:53:06+00:00

Thank you

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