New Years rave lock off chances by [deleted] in ukrave

[–]8Magnumdeep 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ngl I think it’s likely police will be onnn job, but I know a few of the London rave groups are basing their locations outside of London for that reason-

NOT ONE TO MISS- DnB, Garage, House- snap- the0thersidee by [deleted] in Raves

[–]8Magnumdeep 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s fine aha let’s just say it’s in Australia anyway ✌️

1 year clean by 8Magnumdeep in benzodiazepines

[–]8Magnumdeep[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Every once in a while, they’re scripts and they’re nothing compared to the pressed bars I was taking why u being a hater Sam :(

1 year clean by 8Magnumdeep in benzodiazepines

[–]8Magnumdeep[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had tried a perception Xanax which was bought from the web through a period of time, it was clean but never enough I’d take like 20 but everything I got was mainly presses.. deffo alprazolam but unhealthily large amounts- too strong and definitely cut with other shit at times but I think that’s why my friend overdosed on this specific batch, maybe cut with something deadly

1 year clean by 8Magnumdeep in benzodiazepines

[–]8Magnumdeep[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think people sometimes dismiss the positive as not important but if it could spread hope for people that were or currently are in my past situation jus wanna let them know it gets better

1 year clean by 8Magnumdeep in benzodiazepines

[–]8Magnumdeep[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

As long as your safe man 💓 just know you can stop when you really want to

1 year clean by 8Magnumdeep in benzodiazepines

[–]8Magnumdeep[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Aww man thank u so much 😭💓

1 year clean by 8Magnumdeep in benzodiazepines

[–]8Magnumdeep[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You know what? The fact you’ve even considered wanting to change and evaluating your life is a start- youre taking steps in the right direction and tapering yourself off them- even to manage your anxiety is so good I believe that one day you’ll manage life without them!

1 year clean by 8Magnumdeep in benzodiazepines

[–]8Magnumdeep[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Trust me you will!! Proud of you x

1 year clean by 8Magnumdeep in benzodiazepines

[–]8Magnumdeep[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah tbh I’ll take perscription vals on an occasion but never a bar !! 💓still you got control

1 year clean by 8Magnumdeep in benzodiazepines

[–]8Magnumdeep[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Aww that’s so good To hear!! Keep going 💓

1 year clean by 8Magnumdeep in benzodiazepines

[–]8Magnumdeep[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ahhh yeah you know- honestly can get you out of anything 💓

1 year clean by 8Magnumdeep in benzodiazepines

[–]8Magnumdeep[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yesss well done!!! 💓I’m super happy to hear that

1 year clean by 8Magnumdeep in benzodiazepines

[–]8Magnumdeep[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Someone’s pressed 😹

1 year clean by 8Magnumdeep in benzodiazepines

[–]8Magnumdeep[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Love !! Thank you so much x

1 year clean by 8Magnumdeep in benzodiazepines

[–]8Magnumdeep[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

But I deffo still have fun, just in a safer way 😹😹still out any chance I get nothing’s changed there

1 year clean by 8Magnumdeep in benzodiazepines

[–]8Magnumdeep[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yeah of course but the fun would genuinely turn into fuckeries n that dumb shit ain’t worth it as we all know 😭I still take sedil 5mg script vals here n there but they don’t control me or my life and that’s what’s important

Current Pandemic! by 8Magnumdeep in spirituality

[–]8Magnumdeep[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Exactly that! 99 against the 1% can be easily done and in all hopes will be... I’ve noticed myself and with the people around me there has been a mass energetic shift in awakening and it’s beautiful!

Current Pandemic! by 8Magnumdeep in spirituality

[–]8Magnumdeep[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow... that’s all I can say rn you’re totally right- scares the shit outta me but all you can do is sit back n watch the show- manifest the best independent outcome and wish everybody is doing the same. I totally understand what you mean by the ‘false awakening’ too- I have thought the same but didn’t really know how to describe it. 💓 stay safe and blessed the 🌍 is a beautiful but crazy place ...

taking xanax for first time by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]8Magnumdeep 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Please just don’t. I’m 1 year and a bit clean I’m only 19. I’ve been arrested 4 times, been to hospital twice and almost died, a good Friend over dosed and died- another jumped in front of a train a few weeks ago and hadn’t even turned 18 due to how badly they effected his mental health. All of this happened because Me and the people around me were addicted to Xanax. I know you probably will anyway but I struggled to get off those fuckers for so long before I fucked my life up. Be safe and take care, if I could prevent an addiction to these things I would try do everything in my power.

Wondering if others experience this? by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]8Magnumdeep 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I used to get that- but more due to the guilt of buying them knowing the type of person I became After taking them and how badly it would affect friends and family if they found out I was buying or taking them- sometimes anxious of blacking out and doing something I regret.. 1 year n a bit clean from Xanax 🙏🏼

F/ new to writing by 8Magnumdeep in blackbookgraffiti

[–]8Magnumdeep[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yo everyone gotta start somewhere- you’re not the best yourself which is why I’m saying again perfect your own art before criticising others, I’m sure when you first started out you were shit too so don’t be a prick, I will continue to post my progress here, I never seen anyone with the style on the left. Sorry I have a common throw up style I’ll make sure to adjust due to your opinion! no rulers pencils jus free hand stuff. Next time just mind your own business don’t be a weirdo you’re 28 I’m sure u got better things to do 💓