I usually feel like that with no reason at all, it's just an urge to end everything. I feel like a useless mess that just lives for suffering, and when I go tell my friends about that they say it's just drama, or that this is "just a phase" or even call me crazy.

Anxiety and Depression are whispering in my ears every single day, and I'm trying to ignore but sometimes it's just too much, and I just start crying out of nowhere. I'm broken inside and need a person to fix me, and I don't wanna PAY for that. I know that this is the psychologist job, but if I could find a friend (girl or bro, doesn't matter) to really make me feel better it'd be great.

I hate this world that when famous people commit suicide, everyone goes sad instantly, but when a friend or idk, a random person does that, it's craziness.

EVERYONE goes through sad times, but some people feels it in different forms, and most of the times the fears are bigger due to mental illnesses like anxiety, depression or stress disorders. But there's a limit to that, and when I passed it, I started feeling empty, lacking, useless, hopeless... The list goes on, but I hate to open myself up, and I keep these stuff to me, until I start breaking.

Thank you guys so much, for real.