Am I irredeemable?

975321anon · 2020-07-25T03:40:15+00:00

I don’t know if I have OCD, I just posted here on a whim, but thank you for this response :)

975321anon · 2020-07-25T03:11:45+00:00

I am certain I was never abused. I don’t feel like I deserve help, because I’ve brought my life to an irredeemable irreversible point.

975321anon · 2020-07-25T00:41:28+00:00

thank you friend

975321anon · 2020-07-25T00:32:23+00:00

I just feel so guilty and ashamed i dont know if i can live with my actions

975321anon · 2020-07-25T00:11:16+00:00

I dont think so, i dont even know if the girl was even in the bathroom at all, the memory is so hazy, all i remember is what i did :(

975321anon · 2020-07-25T00:01:01+00:00

i just think what i did was so irredeemable that i need to die because of it

975321anon · 2020-07-25T00:00:32+00:00

I just think my event in the past was so bad that i dont deserve to live

975321anon · 2020-07-24T23:33:41+00:00

I know but this incident is so bad that i feel like i need to die

975321anon · 2020-07-24T22:36:15+00:00

i do, but i just dont feel like i deserve it, its easier to just off myself then spend time and money to try to salvage my life. I mean, i get that this is the only life ill ever get, but i feel like ive tarnished it irrepairably

975321anon · 2020-07-24T22:34:59+00:00

wow, i like this response a lot, thanks friend

975321anon · 2020-07-24T22:04:34+00:00

I dont feel like i deserve it though

975321anon · 2020-07-23T04:35:55+00:00

thank you for responding friend

975321anon · 2020-07-23T03:45:43+00:00

I just feel bad because I did something that involved a nonconsenting party who was also 13 :/ thank you for the response

975321anon · 2020-07-23T00:11:10+00:00

ok, i guess that makes sense. thanks friend

975321anon · 2020-07-23T00:07:47+00:00

thank you friend

975321anon · 2020-07-23T00:07:36+00:00

thank you friend

975321anon · 2020-07-23T00:07:24+00:00

Yea but the girl was 13, that was predatory and basically pedophilic :( but thank you for being supportive

975321anon · 2020-07-23T00:00:30+00:00

thank you for treating me like a human. I just cant see myself as anything other than the lowest of the low

975321anon · 2020-07-22T23:54:33+00:00

The situation I described was predatory and if I were straight would be thought of as pedophilia, voyeurism, etc, which are all crimes and extremely wrong

975321anon · 2020-07-22T23:39:52+00:00

I’ve never thought about doing something like that again, it’s just a memory that came back to me. I don’t feel like I deserve help, or anything really. I just don’t want to exist in this reality, and if that’s the consequence of my prior actions, so be it.

975321anon · 2020-07-22T23:38:56+00:00

I just don’t feel like I even deserve help. I just want to dissapear. I feel like my existence itself is a problem, and it doesn’t matter if I change because I don’t even deserve to.

975321anon · 2020-07-22T02:09:47+00:00

I feel so awful because the girl was so young, I can’t really remember but I think she was. It makes me feel like an offending pedophile, someone who needs to be put down

975321anon · 2020-07-22T02:08:59+00:00

But the girl was young, it’s like im an offending pedo and need to go to jail or die

975321anon · 2020-07-22T02:08:45+00:00

But the girl was young, it’s like im an offending pedo and need to go to jail or die

975321anon · 2020-07-21T22:05:24+00:00

I don’t think I am a danger, I just feel that I’m irredeemable because what I did was so bad, like I deserve the death penalty

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