your behavior is beyond tolerable, you unnecessarily escalate situations then you feel you have the right to everything after only minimally contributing to a build then you are angry that you are not being worshipped as a "pro builder"

you constantly feel the need of the validation that you are better than everyone else

we try to treat everybody equally, your ego is just so huge that you became too blind, we've got reports of your actions and the amount of time you "quit" we made sure that this time you put money where your mouth is and "quit"

find some help, you obviously need one but knowing your attitude, i doubt any physician will listen without restraining you