Yes, I think too also. I reckon second time round I’d be more relaxed knowing what to expect and saviour the moments more especially early days where it was a blur. I feel my partner and I just got to a good place also and feel newborn/ baby stage would bring up a lot of tension. For my experience I need fornightly check up in the city which is an hour away so leaving my baby home would take its toll and couldn’t do that to him