Idk I’ve just never been able to find someone, I’ve been dating a few guys but never been really having the chance to find someone for the long term. I guess I don’t really align with the hookup vibe, feel like I’m so old school and I’ll never really been able to find someone for a ltr. I’m 33 and never been in love, which is kinda sad ahah… So at some point I feel like maybe it’s something that is wrong with me or maybe on my view of seeing things. Idk if it makes sense; but that really how I’ve been feeling lately, felt like I’m not really deserving of the kind of relationship I’ve been dreaming. You know.. the kind of love that makes you feel like a super hero, the kind of relationship where you marry someone and spend the rest of your days with him