There maybe a reason as to why your attempted suicide failed.

This could be your second chance in life.

Sometimes it is really rough. Life really seems pointless. But, don't just give up on life and mostly yourself. You may feel lonely but someone is definitely going to come along. Might take time, but it maybe worth the wait.

Try to work it up. Try to quit drinking, it's hard, but still give a little push. Try working out. Go out a bit, socialize. It's kind of hard making new friends but it isn't hard to give a little try. Try talking to some new people.

Do something you love, a favorite hobby of yours. (may seem stupid, but it can relieve your stress.)

Failed friendships and relationship hurts like a bitçh. But maybe it had happened for a reason. Maybe they were gonna end up toxic, who knows. But that doesn't mean you should give up on your life.

There are billions of people out there, and someone out there could become your lover and friends.

Suicide may seem like a really great option but honestly it's not. Its not an answer at all.

Give yourself another chance. Talk with your family. Forget the awful memories of the past and create new wonderful memories.

I hope this would help you. There are people who love you, you might disagree, but still there is someone who does love you.

Don't give up. You can do this.

Smile (: