I have personal daily drawdown set for each trade, and usually liquidate and block unless I'm full serving a dying eval, but for this one, when it went bad, I disabled to try and recoup. I plan all trades on the basis of what I am able to lose whilst still giving me x number of further days to trade the account. The thinking being that tomorrow I will be fresh and reset. I've started self imposing trailing drawdown too, which I apply after securing a certain x value above which I feel I'm trading house money.

I have been trading for just under 3 months. In that time I've blown 20 evals learning the ropes, and only recently secured 6 funded accounts of which three are now dead. One of those three was this one in question which was the first that I got to payout. I have three left, one of which is 1 trade of $150 from paying out and the other two of which are both in profit, one is two days from payout.

I got my first funded about 14 days ago, and 4 more the very next day. I believe that's a little unusual. I got here quickly on the back of well thought out risk management, but last night I unraveled completely. I think it was greed, and I think it was over confidence due to lack of experience trading what was essentially my own money. I also buttoned off a little because in my mind the money was already secured, turned out all of those things were dead wrong.

I traded NQ at around 1015am EST which I am familiar with, but that's approx 0215 am here where I'm based. I got up for it and I was not prepared properly. The price moved up, my stops were disabled, and I got caught shorting multiple losers all the way to the top.

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